Problems come n go, but are we growing n maturing thru' problems? wad are problems to u? how do u respond to problems?...Recently, jus faced many problems in my life n it's all at one time...felt trapped n depressed... didn't noe wad to do.. it's like a gigantic volcano abruptly erupted! Almost wanted to pon sch but i'm a good gal so... DIDN'T!! =) hehex (applause pls... jk!) yupx, felt totally weak n tired.. thought that i'll never see shss cg formed anymore... CL by aug?? totally impossible.. realli isolated myself n jus shut myself out of the world n everything else.. felt numb to things going on around me, the time has stopped.. but thank God for He is omniscient n omnipotent!! God spoke words of encouragement n also sent many ppl into my life to comfort me.. if it's not for mabel, i think i would have pon sch le.. she's realli the person whom God sent to stand by me at this lowest point of my life... people i wanna thank God for like Dolphin, Serene, Sharlene, Winstar, Mabel, Shi Yun n Mingmin!! Guys, u totally rawk man! =P God realli spoke to me about so many things in my lfe which sometimes i've overlooked n missed the point.. think that u're tired of serving? served ur lungs out? or simply too hurt by rejections to continue serving? think again...the point is not about serving, suffering, refreshed and all over again... are there certain things u wanna put down n walk out in faith? do u catch God's heartbeat for the lost? Y not draw strength from God! [Psalm119:46-48] Delight in the purpose God has give to u... He's the reason y u live... We're all full-time ministers, Christians happen to be students! Make a decision, if u have been praying for something big or a change to happen in ur life, y not pray n redefine ur request! u need+God's power=miracles! [Romans4:18-19] never ever give up when u face problems of any kind cuz God has His perfect plan to mould n change u if u are willing to be pruned n grow! [Jeremiah 29:11] Problems need not be problems anymore, make a choice to rely on God wif all ur lives n trust Him completely.. Life will never be the same again!! Thru' problems make sure that u're growing n walking EVEN closer to God !! God'll never allow problems in ur life that u cannot handle, He'll carry u thru'. [Psalms23:4] =my pledge to God=God pls use me to form the SHSS cg by end of aug!! amen! i wanna rise up as a CL by aug 12, use me to lead ur ppl closer to u! help me to alwaes focus on u, i want to know u even more... n lastly, for i noe tat U are wif me all the time n in U all things are possible, i'll cry no more!! take away my bitterness n replace it wif Ur strength Lord... Daddy, i offer u my life, as a pleasing sacrifice... (will continue to pray! pls pray for me too!) =)
what we could have been, 11:12 AM.