Tuesday, July 31, 2007
moved.
God, You showed me so much more.
things i have never imagined, things beyond my wildest dreams.
thank You. (:
thank You for answering the prayer i have always made all these while, a long 7 years odd.
the best kind of encouragement i could ever receive at present.
You know my need and You made a way to meet it.
oh, what could i say Lord.
gratitude.
to be continued..
(sorry, feeling rather lethargic.) =x
off to sleepo! ((:
God, You showed me so much more.
things i have never imagined, things beyond my wildest dreams.
thank You. (:
thank You for answering the prayer i have always made all these while, a long 7 years odd.
the best kind of encouragement i could ever receive at present.
You know my need and You made a way to meet it.
oh, what could i say Lord.
gratitude.
to be continued..
(sorry, feeling rather lethargic.) =x
off to sleepo! ((:
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.
Monday, July 30, 2007
jus something realli unusual,
or should i say it was an usual day for me?
well,
it was something i've never tried before.
looking at things in a positive light.
i guess people's concern realli brightened my day.
though some may realli be sacarstic or so, nevertheless, i identified clearly the people who are somewhat true apart from those who hide hidden secrets and lethal weapons beneath that fake smile. you do not need much discernment to tell these type of things apart, i'm jus glad that God is and will never be like those who are doubled face. (: and yay! jon quek ( that lil' guy) said that my bag is nice! yepps, can't help but to agree. :D
anyway,
it was sssssuper embarrassing to repeat the silly reason why i dislocated my arm over and over.-.- by the quirky expression on their face, i knew it was somewhat hilarious to them. >.<
sometimes i realli wonder,
why are humans so selfish, so greedy for things that they do not really need to have.
are they realli happier this way?
insecurity i should say.
doubled-face, following the majority, indulging in temporal pleasures that these people thought might fill that emptiness in them. because of the inability to fill that void,people have turned to feed their selfless desires that somehow inflicted pain into the lives of others. i can say with whole-hearted conviction that Christ has filled that God-shaped hole in me... now, how about you?
deeper in thoughts..
ciaos~
or should i say it was an usual day for me?
well,
it was something i've never tried before.
looking at things in a positive light.
i guess people's concern realli brightened my day.
though some may realli be sacarstic or so, nevertheless, i identified clearly the people who are somewhat true apart from those who hide hidden secrets and lethal weapons beneath that fake smile. you do not need much discernment to tell these type of things apart, i'm jus glad that God is and will never be like those who are doubled face. (: and yay! jon quek ( that lil' guy) said that my bag is nice! yepps, can't help but to agree. :D
anyway,
it was sssssuper embarrassing to repeat the silly reason why i dislocated my arm over and over.-.- by the quirky expression on their face, i knew it was somewhat hilarious to them. >.<
sometimes i realli wonder,
why are humans so selfish, so greedy for things that they do not really need to have.
are they realli happier this way?
insecurity i should say.
doubled-face, following the majority, indulging in temporal pleasures that these people thought might fill that emptiness in them. because of the inability to fill that void,people have turned to feed their selfless desires that somehow inflicted pain into the lives of others. i can say with whole-hearted conviction that Christ has filled that God-shaped hole in me... now, how about you?
deeper in thoughts..
ciaos~
what we could have been, 10:10 PM.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
hmm....
...i dunno what to say here. lol.
other than tuition, chatting online and watching High School musical, i think i didn't do much for the whole day. it was rather troublesome to do certain things because of my arm. i took an extremely long time to take a bath, to iron my uniform blahblahblah. hahas. argh, the injury is irritating me.=x i hate the feeling of slacking.zzz. =\
oh well,
bought my very own spongebob squarepants bag with clone!
wheets!
sweet and neat ((:
ask and thou shall be given.
retreat!
listening--i'm held by Your love.
...i dunno what to say here. lol.
other than tuition, chatting online and watching High School musical, i think i didn't do much for the whole day. it was rather troublesome to do certain things because of my arm. i took an extremely long time to take a bath, to iron my uniform blahblahblah. hahas. argh, the injury is irritating me.=x i hate the feeling of slacking.zzz. =\
oh well,
bought my very own spongebob squarepants bag with clone!
wheets!
sweet and neat ((:
ask and thou shall be given.
retreat!
listening--i'm held by Your love.
what we could have been, 10:50 PM.
28th july 2007.
marks the 4th time i dislocated my left arm. -.-
zzzzz.sudden yet so not surprising to me.
but this time it realli hurt a lot.
EC3 hit 19 todae! cool man.
thank God for everyone's hard work, and ultimately,
thank God for moving in the people's heart. (:
warmly welcome Shirley, Mildred's sister, into this family of God!
woots~
so glad to see siqin and siqi coming for service todae,
miss that pair of twins loads. thank God for Angelin and Mildred for bringing their friends down for service todae.
i need God's sticky pads!
burning out, refil my oil tank pls.
marks the 4th time i dislocated my left arm. -.-
zzzzz.sudden yet so not surprising to me.
but this time it realli hurt a lot.
EC3 hit 19 todae! cool man.
thank God for everyone's hard work, and ultimately,
thank God for moving in the people's heart. (:
warmly welcome Shirley, Mildred's sister, into this family of God!
woots~
so glad to see siqin and siqi coming for service todae,
miss that pair of twins loads. thank God for Angelin and Mildred for bringing their friends down for service todae.
i need God's sticky pads!
burning out, refil my oil tank pls.
what we could have been, 1:17 AM.
Friday, July 27, 2007
super duper unpleasant day.
racial harmony celebration should be a joyous event for most secondary school dudes, and that's aside for me. bahh.
had enough for one day, in fact, too much.
empathise with clone, we're on the same boat but we'll never remain beaten yea?
10 seconds of whining starts now...
9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1!
alrite,
let's move on!
if God is for us, who can be against us!
woohoo~
we do not fight for victory for we already hold victory in our hands ^^
it's never the easiest thing to say you're ok when you're not.
but it matters most in taking that step of faith in trusting in His ways.
Lord, have Your way in me.
on a lighter tone,
98% of the class wore ethnic costumes todae!
yipee, 3 cheers for 4G! ^^
expectedly, our form teacher, Mr Wong won the best dressed male teacher prize.
it tickled us pink when we saw what he wore. ancient chinese emperor costume! ROFL. >.<
yeap, and i wore Baju Kurong ( which i kept tripping over the long "skirt" thingy. -.-)
hahas.
Once Upon A December
Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December.
Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...
Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...
And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December.
things i almost remember.
evoked of emotions, rekindled of the fondest memories.
dedicated to my Memory. (:
racial harmony celebration should be a joyous event for most secondary school dudes, and that's aside for me. bahh.
had enough for one day, in fact, too much.
empathise with clone, we're on the same boat but we'll never remain beaten yea?
10 seconds of whining starts now...
9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1!
alrite,
let's move on!
if God is for us, who can be against us!
woohoo~
we do not fight for victory for we already hold victory in our hands ^^
it's never the easiest thing to say you're ok when you're not.
but it matters most in taking that step of faith in trusting in His ways.
Lord, have Your way in me.
on a lighter tone,
98% of the class wore ethnic costumes todae!
yipee, 3 cheers for 4G! ^^
expectedly, our form teacher, Mr Wong won the best dressed male teacher prize.
it tickled us pink when we saw what he wore. ancient chinese emperor costume! ROFL. >.<
yeap, and i wore Baju Kurong ( which i kept tripping over the long "skirt" thingy. -.-)
hahas.
Once Upon A December
Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December.
Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...
Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...
And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December.
things i almost remember.
evoked of emotions, rekindled of the fondest memories.
dedicated to my Memory. (:
what we could have been, 11:22 PM.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
mcg.
realli blessed with a responsive contact that came.
the root beer float with ice-cream was quite successful! hees.
evax-ed alone but was rather fruitful with responsive contacts!
yay. :D
i want visitors and converts for this Saturday's ESS!
Lord, all these i ask in faith.
Amen! (:
rooted deep inside me,
jus wouldn't be erased even over time.
reminiscence is all that i have left.
pretense that i realli do not need,
realise that state of mind?
mess, confusion.
more than words.
i'm a dreamer, ha.
realli blessed with a responsive contact that came.
the root beer float with ice-cream was quite successful! hees.
evax-ed alone but was rather fruitful with responsive contacts!
yay. :D
i want visitors and converts for this Saturday's ESS!
Lord, all these i ask in faith.
Amen! (:
rooted deep inside me,
jus wouldn't be erased even over time.
reminiscence is all that i have left.
pretense that i realli do not need,
realise that state of mind?
mess, confusion.
more than words.
i'm a dreamer, ha.
what we could have been, 11:43 PM.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
whee~
todae was great!
somehow.. (:
anyhow, went to evax with clone at about 3plus.
realli enjoy her presence lots.
ehh...
to be continued.
stone..
todae was great!
somehow.. (:
anyhow, went to evax with clone at about 3plus.
realli enjoy her presence lots.
ehh...
to be continued.
stone..
what we could have been, 11:53 PM.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
heavy-laden.
no other better word to describe my feelings now.
everything seem to be crashing down on me in an instance,
what should i do, Lord? i'm utterly lost.
uhh,
brain super saturated with maths and other stuffs.
can't think properly.
apologies to my weird post.
bahh.
more than what words could speak for themselves.
God, help me..help me..help me.....!!
i will be still and know You are God.
no other better word to describe my feelings now.
everything seem to be crashing down on me in an instance,
what should i do, Lord? i'm utterly lost.
uhh,
brain super saturated with maths and other stuffs.
can't think properly.
apologies to my weird post.
bahh.
more than what words could speak for themselves.
God, help me..help me..help me.....!!
i will be still and know You are God.
what we could have been, 10:41 PM.
Monday, July 23, 2007
after 3 hours of tuition yesterday...
i totally spaced out and went ahead playing maggiemarket games. -.-
mind just wasn't in reality, didn't study at all.
well, if u know me well, i rarely play computer games. HA.=x
hmm, todae everything seemed so comical.
only woke up at 745am todae when my mum jumped out of bed exclaiming "jialat!" lol. it was the best 'alarm' clock ever, my brothers and i woke up immediately. hahas.
thank God the DM wasn't around in the general office or else... i don't know what will happen but i don't think it's something good either. =x And guess what? the alarm i set on my hp rang in class!!! BUT, but...thank God it was recess! :D yayness! >.<
anyhow,
quick flashback..
1. National Treasure was cool!
2. Celebrated mum's birthday at Kallang KFC yesterday.
3. Met Wanting and her family at KFC. uhh.. awkwardness; memories. =\
4. Shepherd Charmaine todae and caught up with the Handbell dudettes! ^^
5. Changed seat and i thought was rather unreasonable. bahh,more thoughts. sigh.
6. Ms Ong praised me for being studious. :D (hahas, glad but not boasting luh.) at least somebody on Earth knows that i'm doing my best. (:
7. when you say nothing at all.. won't elaborate.=x
that's about all from me. ((:
Listening-- When you're gone.
i totally spaced out and went ahead playing maggiemarket games. -.-
mind just wasn't in reality, didn't study at all.
well, if u know me well, i rarely play computer games. HA.=x
hmm, todae everything seemed so comical.
only woke up at 745am todae when my mum jumped out of bed exclaiming "jialat!" lol. it was the best 'alarm' clock ever, my brothers and i woke up immediately. hahas.
thank God the DM wasn't around in the general office or else... i don't know what will happen but i don't think it's something good either. =x And guess what? the alarm i set on my hp rang in class!!! BUT, but...thank God it was recess! :D yayness! >.<
anyhow,
quick flashback..
1. National Treasure was cool!
2. Celebrated mum's birthday at Kallang KFC yesterday.
3. Met Wanting and her family at KFC. uhh.. awkwardness; memories. =\
4. Shepherd Charmaine todae and caught up with the Handbell dudettes! ^^
5. Changed seat and i thought was rather unreasonable. bahh,more thoughts. sigh.
6. Ms Ong praised me for being studious. :D (hahas, glad but not boasting luh.) at least somebody on Earth knows that i'm doing my best. (:
7. when you say nothing at all.. won't elaborate.=x
that's about all from me. ((:
Listening-- When you're gone.
what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
back to the fundamentals,
essences of my first love.
instead of sending someone to speak to me,
You used me to speak into the lives of others which greatly reminded myself of many things as well. thankiew.
Identity.
not in ourselves but in God.
i am a Child Of God, that the real me. (:
simple truth yet so essential.
today's service was great.
believing God for more next week.
the art of paitence and perserverance...
hahas. :D
taadaa! me n my spiritual budd! ( well,i noe i look funny) =x
miss her loads! more catching up tml! whee~ ((:
still holding on.
essences of my first love.
instead of sending someone to speak to me,
You used me to speak into the lives of others which greatly reminded myself of many things as well. thankiew.
Identity.
not in ourselves but in God.
i am a Child Of God, that the real me. (:
simple truth yet so essential.
today's service was great.
believing God for more next week.
the art of paitence and perserverance...
hahas. :D
taadaa! me n my spiritual budd! ( well,i noe i look funny) =x
miss her loads! more catching up tml! whee~ ((:
still holding on.
what we could have been, 1:00 AM.
Friday, July 20, 2007
wondering if i should stop blogging forever.
caused me too much trouble at times, so much to explain. zzz.
it's jus a form of expressing myself, please do not take everything literally.
sigh.
some things are jus obvious eh?
oh well.
F.R.O.G - Fully Rely On God.
i must. (:
caused me too much trouble at times, so much to explain. zzz.
it's jus a form of expressing myself, please do not take everything literally.
sigh.
some things are jus obvious eh?
oh well.
F.R.O.G - Fully Rely On God.
i must. (:
what we could have been, 11:46 PM.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
i jus can't face it.
that kind of awkwardness,
i wish there was a better way around it.
i know i can't escape forever.
now, tell me how.
i want a short get-a-way, a breather.
i really need it.
allow me to piece up my mind slowly, please.
didn't go to school today for some lame reason.
went to East Eccentric's cg, truely amazed by their NB's testimonies.
God used me in the area of prophecy once again and i'm truely thankful for that.
i always thought i was nothing until You showered me with Your love and showed me that i can do all things thru' You. thankiew once again. i'm truely blessed. (:
two extremes of events happening to me,
Lord, help me.
listening-- Angels Brought Me Here
that kind of awkwardness,
i wish there was a better way around it.
i know i can't escape forever.
now, tell me how.
i want a short get-a-way, a breather.
i really need it.
allow me to piece up my mind slowly, please.
didn't go to school today for some lame reason.
went to East Eccentric's cg, truely amazed by their NB's testimonies.
God used me in the area of prophecy once again and i'm truely thankful for that.
i always thought i was nothing until You showered me with Your love and showed me that i can do all things thru' You. thankiew once again. i'm truely blessed. (:
two extremes of events happening to me,
Lord, help me.
listening-- Angels Brought Me Here
what we could have been, 10:01 PM.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
sorry everyone.
the bad migraine and dizzy spells are causing some changes in me.
realli irritating, can't concentrate on my studies and do other stuffs.
pls kindly tolerate with me. sorry once again. =\
pls pray for me to be healed!
thankiew.(:
in Jesus' name,
Amen!
the bad migraine and dizzy spells are causing some changes in me.
realli irritating, can't concentrate on my studies and do other stuffs.
pls kindly tolerate with me. sorry once again. =\
pls pray for me to be healed!
thankiew.(:
in Jesus' name,
Amen!
what we could have been, 10:50 PM.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
thank God for the cool weather during the listening compre jus now.
realli help cuz was feeling very dizzy at the start. =\
and i almost fell off the stairs. -.-
oh well,
so little time left but it's chionging time for all aspects of my life.
yayness! ^^
33S or 33A?
woo, all in Your plan.. i jus do my best! ((:
CG08! everybody go go! (:
don't let circumstances limit Your dreams for God!
couldn't been any timely-ier.
off to WAM nite. (:
realli help cuz was feeling very dizzy at the start. =\
and i almost fell off the stairs. -.-
oh well,
so little time left but it's chionging time for all aspects of my life.
yayness! ^^
33S or 33A?
woo, all in Your plan.. i jus do my best! ((:
CG08! everybody go go! (:
don't let circumstances limit Your dreams for God!
couldn't been any timely-ier.
off to WAM nite. (:
what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
hmm.
after all these... i forgive you. (:
more deep thinking, what would be next..
i can only make this decision myself.
i only want God's best not the second "best".
for the good of 'others', i will.
thankiew Mabel.
that time spent was all i could ever asked for.
i asked, and God provided.
thank You for Your grace, i'll trust in Your perfect plan.
i could search for all eternity long.
And find there is none like You..
those lyrics pretty much expressed how much i am grateful and thankful with You in my life.
agape.
after all these... i forgive you. (:
more deep thinking, what would be next..
i can only make this decision myself.
i only want God's best not the second "best".
for the good of 'others', i will.
thankiew Mabel.
that time spent was all i could ever asked for.
i asked, and God provided.
thank You for Your grace, i'll trust in Your perfect plan.
i could search for all eternity long.
And find there is none like You..
those lyrics pretty much expressed how much i am grateful and thankful with You in my life.
agape.
what we could have been, 11:18 PM.
Friday, July 13, 2007
help me help me help me help me help me help me help me help me help me!
God will come to my rescue, i reckon. (:
the dizzy spells are constantly forcing me to lie down very often.
so, at times i have to try to go sloooooooooooooooow. lol. so much have happened this whole week, i need my retreat with God pretty soon. >.<
well...
can't realli think of a way to put my thoughts and feelings into words at my current state. hahas. shall start blogging proper, .. soon, i guess. =\
whee~
thank you for being so submissive, sheep! ((:
thank you for being so genuine, shepherd! :D
loves ahbe and sirui loads! ^^
and yes,
i love the time spent today with serene and Pey chyi, though it was jus around my house's vicinity. the super filing meal at A1 with serene and the lame volleyball game with lil' bro (Jackie), serene and pc. thanks and thanks again. ((:
btw, jus to share.
i dreamt of most of the yhope peeps i know in one dream and i was super funny...
more details when i recall my dream.=P
(p.s, STM! =x)
spinning hallelujiah~
literally -.-
off to dreamland. (:
God will come to my rescue, i reckon. (:
the dizzy spells are constantly forcing me to lie down very often.
so, at times i have to try to go sloooooooooooooooow. lol. so much have happened this whole week, i need my retreat with God pretty soon. >.<
well...
can't realli think of a way to put my thoughts and feelings into words at my current state. hahas. shall start blogging proper, .. soon, i guess. =\
whee~
thank you for being so submissive, sheep! ((:
thank you for being so genuine, shepherd! :D
loves ahbe and sirui loads! ^^
and yes,
i love the time spent today with serene and Pey chyi, though it was jus around my house's vicinity. the super filing meal at A1 with serene and the lame volleyball game with lil' bro (Jackie), serene and pc. thanks and thanks again. ((:
btw, jus to share.
i dreamt of most of the yhope peeps i know in one dream and i was super funny...
more details when i recall my dream.=P
(p.s, STM! =x)
spinning hallelujiah~
literally -.-
off to dreamland. (:
what we could have been, 11:54 PM.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
dimished.
what we could have been, 11:28 PM.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
i'm beginning to loveeeeeeeeee volleyball.
>poor Chancy sprained her ankle.
>my maths improved!
>very encouraged by my teacher.
>talked to Ruth abit todae, advised her on her DPA application.
head keep spinning these few days.
dizzydizzy.
so....
off to bed! (:
>poor Chancy sprained her ankle.
>my maths improved!
>very encouraged by my teacher.
>talked to Ruth abit todae, advised her on her DPA application.
head keep spinning these few days.
dizzydizzy.
so....
off to bed! (:
what we could have been, 11:22 PM.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
i thought i was alrite.
it felt worse when i woke up,
at a loss of words i should say.
if i hadn't _____________ would i have halved my sorrows and doubled my joy?
why does it always have to seem like i'm the one who messed up?
too drastic, confusion steps in.
here i am finally, would that be the be-all-and-end-all of everything?
zero. no more trust in friendships, they are all jus too good to be true.
am i realli going to that extent of conclusion?
i don't know.
with all my heart i hope you're alrite.
the words i said i mean them all.
many things may change and some are already happening,
but i hope above everything else, this friendship won't. (:
again,
i turned to find, noone else,
except You and You alone.
many reasons and solutions that people may come to me with,
but i know in my heart that only You can fill that void and heal that brokeness.
i wait upon Your promises..
what we could have been, 1:37 PM.
are you ppl ready?
woohoo!
lots of exciting things coming up.
more to be posted on this blog sooooooooooooooooooooon! ^^
more things God's gonna reveal, more testimonies to be shared, more visions and insights that will blow you out of your chair!
hold on, sit tight.
welcome to this exciting revival journey.
excitement and wow-ing time guaranteed. (:
i want the way God's best is for us,
i won't go against our principles either.
very much a friend i ever highly regard
no matter the changes..
still, go you! (:
woohoo!
lots of exciting things coming up.
more to be posted on this blog sooooooooooooooooooooon! ^^
more things God's gonna reveal, more testimonies to be shared, more visions and insights that will blow you out of your chair!
hold on, sit tight.
welcome to this exciting revival journey.
excitement and wow-ing time guaranteed. (:
i want the way God's best is for us,
i won't go against our principles either.
very much a friend i ever highly regard
no matter the changes..
still, go you! (:
what we could have been, 1:38 AM.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
oh my goodness.
what a thing to happen in school. =\
crap.. so embarrassing, so uncomfortable. urgh.
mum kept laughing when i told her what happened. -.- lol.
yes, quite funny actually. =x
anyhow,
hopped to someone's blog and God spoke to me thru' her previous entry there n then as i was reading her post. indeed, many a times i felt so useless, so incapable and too many things i labelled myself as "unable". "are You sure i'm the one You've chosen?"
i have to admit, sometimes i still feel that way. deep down inside, there are so many things that i jus feel like shouting them all out. i want to be heard, i want to be understood. yet i know, i shouldn't be so concern about this.
giving up the right to be understood.
it's tough, it's painful.
but i want to be a better friend to people around me,
a better listener whom people will trust to confide in because of the Ultimate consellor, Jesus, that lives in me.
my worth is in You alone Lord.
use me as a vessel to touch lives and to change the culture of youths nowadays.
i may be small but i will never remain small. (:
i am gonna fully utilise my time tomorrow.
despite my weak body, i can push on with God's strength! ^^
let's all chiong for CG08! ((:
is your heartbeat still inline with God's heartbeat?
what a thing to happen in school. =\
crap.. so embarrassing, so uncomfortable. urgh.
mum kept laughing when i told her what happened. -.- lol.
yes, quite funny actually. =x
anyhow,
hopped to someone's blog and God spoke to me thru' her previous entry there n then as i was reading her post. indeed, many a times i felt so useless, so incapable and too many things i labelled myself as "unable". "are You sure i'm the one You've chosen?"
i have to admit, sometimes i still feel that way. deep down inside, there are so many things that i jus feel like shouting them all out. i want to be heard, i want to be understood. yet i know, i shouldn't be so concern about this.
giving up the right to be understood.
it's tough, it's painful.
but i want to be a better friend to people around me,
a better listener whom people will trust to confide in because of the Ultimate consellor, Jesus, that lives in me.
my worth is in You alone Lord.
use me as a vessel to touch lives and to change the culture of youths nowadays.
i may be small but i will never remain small. (:
i am gonna fully utilise my time tomorrow.
despite my weak body, i can push on with God's strength! ^^
let's all chiong for CG08! ((:
is your heartbeat still inline with God's heartbeat?
what we could have been, 7:50 PM.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
hmm..
kept breaking into cold sweat even till now as i'm typing, feeling very weak.
i wonder why. =\
basically, oral todae was not quite bad except the passage. =x
hahas. well, i know i did my best with God, that's enough for me to know. ^^
man, what a pack week. i wanted to do so many more things but...
yes, i can't wait for this hectic week to end! studies, ministry, spiritual life, family.. they are all in Your hands. Amen! (:
argh, can't wait to get over and done with Os! =\
so many many things i want to do but am limited due to lack of time.
soooooooooooooooooon!!! hohos. but as the O lvls are approaching also quite scary, mountains of things yet to cover for revision. =s
woo, gonna trust in You. (:
listening-- My Future Decided
kept breaking into cold sweat even till now as i'm typing, feeling very weak.
i wonder why. =\
basically, oral todae was not quite bad except the passage. =x
hahas. well, i know i did my best with God, that's enough for me to know. ^^
man, what a pack week. i wanted to do so many more things but...
yes, i can't wait for this hectic week to end! studies, ministry, spiritual life, family.. they are all in Your hands. Amen! (:
argh, can't wait to get over and done with Os! =\
so many many things i want to do but am limited due to lack of time.
soooooooooooooooooon!!! hohos. but as the O lvls are approaching also quite scary, mountains of things yet to cover for revision. =s
woo, gonna trust in You. (:
listening-- My Future Decided
what we could have been, 8:52 PM.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
ahhhh!!!!!!
tml is O lvl mt oral and i am still stuttering while reading passages.
argh, i'm sho dead. =\
what a joke..
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha..
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
with muscles...
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
u are not afraid of anything
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
woo
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
so oral is nth to u
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
=]
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
mighty woman of God
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
lol
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
to obtain high results for oral...
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
please use oral B toothbrush
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
LAME!
ahbe is so so lame. =x
well,
i jus whack le, God!
help me do the best that i can plus more topping up from You.
to the battlefield we go! ^^
tml is O lvl mt oral and i am still stuttering while reading passages.
argh, i'm sho dead. =\
what a joke..
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha..
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
with muscles...
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
u are not afraid of anything
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
woo
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
so oral is nth to u
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
=]
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
mighty woman of God
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
lol
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
to obtain high results for oral...
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
please use oral B toothbrush
SHOUT OUT LOUD- where ? says:
haha
+CaRyS+ more than what words could paint. says:
LAME!
ahbe is so so lame. =x
well,
i jus whack le, God!
help me do the best that i can plus more topping up from You.
to the battlefield we go! ^^
what we could have been, 11:35 PM.
Monday, July 02, 2007
wellwell.
to sum up these few days' happenings...
-went to arcade after service with EC1 and EC3. afterwhich, went to study with Caijuan and Irene.
-went to RC to study with Clone and Caijuan. (well, apparently... they had guitar-playing session instead. -.-) lol.
-sow-ed wif clone todae; watched Nancy Drew together. took neoprints too ( i look so-not-me in those pics. =x)
hmm,
tml having injections! ahhh. =\
hope it's not too painful =x
n wed is my O lvl MT oral!!!
so not prepared...
sorry people!
i will update those testimonies n blessings that i promised to share once i'm free-ier.
hahas. (:
sheep!
if u're reading this..
realli wanna tell u how much i appreciate and love u.
wanna affirm ur submissive spirit in doing things that sometimes you don't even know why certain things had to be done. those times when u step out of your comfort zone to act in cg, lead games and even cook for the cg! i want u to know that no matter what situation u're going thru' now or in future, my covenant to u stays the same. (: not jus because i'm ur shepherd but because i'm sincerely concern n i love this dear friend of mine which is you.. i realli dunno how to express what's on my heart but simply,
i realli love you sheep! :D
to sum up these few days' happenings...
-went to arcade after service with EC1 and EC3. afterwhich, went to study with Caijuan and Irene.
-went to RC to study with Clone and Caijuan. (well, apparently... they had guitar-playing session instead. -.-) lol.
-sow-ed wif clone todae; watched Nancy Drew together. took neoprints too ( i look so-not-me in those pics. =x)
hmm,
tml having injections! ahhh. =\
hope it's not too painful =x
n wed is my O lvl MT oral!!!
so not prepared...
sorry people!
i will update those testimonies n blessings that i promised to share once i'm free-ier.
hahas. (:
sheep!
if u're reading this..
realli wanna tell u how much i appreciate and love u.
wanna affirm ur submissive spirit in doing things that sometimes you don't even know why certain things had to be done. those times when u step out of your comfort zone to act in cg, lead games and even cook for the cg! i want u to know that no matter what situation u're going thru' now or in future, my covenant to u stays the same. (: not jus because i'm ur shepherd but because i'm sincerely concern n i love this dear friend of mine which is you.. i realli dunno how to express what's on my heart but simply,
i realli love you sheep! :D
what we could have been, 10:34 PM.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
indeed,
my Redeemer lives!
to those who knew about what happened,
thanks for keeping me in your prayers.
so much had happened for the past few months
and i jus can't help but looking back n thanking You. (:
went to service feeling rather down because of certain things that i see that i'm not.
things that i felt so inferior of, discouragements and that fear robbed me from my thoughts. super mel feeling.
God asked a few specific questions that realli strike me hard,
perhaps, i still need some time.
Lord, i'll remember that promise made on bus 293.
i called, You answered.
thank You for hearing me. (:
still something that's bugging me.
been quite some time already,
uh, will anyone identify with that nasty feeling?
it's overdone, don't you see?
so uncomfortable, so lost.
listening--Assuredly Yours
my Redeemer lives!
to those who knew about what happened,
thanks for keeping me in your prayers.
so much had happened for the past few months
and i jus can't help but looking back n thanking You. (:
went to service feeling rather down because of certain things that i see that i'm not.
things that i felt so inferior of, discouragements and that fear robbed me from my thoughts. super mel feeling.
God asked a few specific questions that realli strike me hard,
perhaps, i still need some time.
Lord, i'll remember that promise made on bus 293.
i called, You answered.
thank You for hearing me. (:
still something that's bugging me.
been quite some time already,
uh, will anyone identify with that nasty feeling?
it's overdone, don't you see?
so uncomfortable, so lost.
listening--Assuredly Yours
what we could have been, 1:11 AM.
