Sunday, December 31, 2006
refreshed.
2006 has been a great year serving in Hope. reflected on God's faithfulness to me n my life. it's been a realli tough year to get pass but somehow, God brought me thru' it all... realli glad to be part of the harvesters' team n reap quite a good harvest myself. Praise God. (: it definately increased my faith in Him.
todae's sermon realli impacted me alot. somehow, i think it was THE service for me.
2006 has been a great year serving in Hope. reflected on God's faithfulness to me n my life. it's been a realli tough year to get pass but somehow, God brought me thru' it all... realli glad to be part of the harvesters' team n reap quite a good harvest myself. Praise God. (: it definately increased my faith in Him.
todae's sermon realli impacted me alot. somehow, i think it was THE service for me.
had realli been panicky about school reopening lately, resulting in the terrible insomia the past few nights. kept worrying about what will sec 4 be like n the big O levels.. will i make it?
A new year, a new hope! yepps, gonna live my life to the max this 2007 wif God n for God. whee~ For He is the author n perfector of all living things, why should i fear? :D indeed, God has the greatest map for our lives n we jus have to ask Him for directions!
gonna believe in the power of miracles in 2007.set my new year resolutions. trusting God n moving on.
it shall be done! (:
what we could have been, 12:35 AM.
Friday, December 29, 2006
insomia.
a realli serious one i guess. =\
haven been catching much sleep lately, mind jus filled wif the uncompleted holiday hw n the new believers. believe i have to trust in God even more. =x somehow quite excited to start a fresh new path of my life which is my last year in secondary school.. there's more to come, i jus believe it! for when i'm weak, God is strong! Amen! :)
keep raining these days... means i get extra showers. lols! thank God for keeping me away from any sickness when i got caught in the rain almost everytime i went out, which is...EVERYDAY?! -.-'' amazing isn't it?.
well, guess i shall keep it short n sweet today so i can go start counting sheeps... hope it helps. =x hahas. (:
Everyday is a new day with my Lord..
song for the day: Dwelling Places.
a realli serious one i guess. =\
haven been catching much sleep lately, mind jus filled wif the uncompleted holiday hw n the new believers. believe i have to trust in God even more. =x somehow quite excited to start a fresh new path of my life which is my last year in secondary school.. there's more to come, i jus believe it! for when i'm weak, God is strong! Amen! :)
keep raining these days... means i get extra showers. lols! thank God for keeping me away from any sickness when i got caught in the rain almost everytime i went out, which is...EVERYDAY?! -.-'' amazing isn't it?.
well, guess i shall keep it short n sweet today so i can go start counting sheeps... hope it helps. =x hahas. (:
Everyday is a new day with my Lord..
song for the day: Dwelling Places.
what we could have been, 2:19 AM.
Monday, December 25, 2006
the Joy of salvation.
i know it full well in me. Christmas is indeed smth that happens in me n not jus around me.
HOHOHO...
Horlicks! -.-'' LOLS. *ignores*
the Christmas services were indeed a great success! though by human effort we're jus limited, God made all things possible! the services not only captured the heart of the believers but also touched the hearts of non-believers by the Holy Spirit. thru' the repentance of every sinner that committed their lives to You by salvation, only revealed to me the power of Your love and Your magnificience.
it was indeed a wonderful experience to be able to sing in the Christmas choir. being in this ministry for a year plus has taught me alot... realli blessed to serve with ppl who wants to sing for God with the same passion n vision. love the bond n fellowship that we have alwaes been cultivating. Choir is more than jus singing! we're on stage as ministers to God n to the congregation.. ppl see our lives in Christ during praise n worship, especially non-believers. though voice quality n vocal impact are impt, visual impact makes a difference too. realli have lots more to learn n grow even more. God pls enlarge my territory in shss, my sheep pen n also choir ministry. =) looking forward to see the choir ministry's vision come to past! whee~
seeing ppl streaming forward to receive Christ jus greatly moved me n touched my heart.. MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE!!! amen! chionging for the services was quite tiring n taxing n my throat especially when i was already having a sore throat but i noe i gave my 100%. :) but in the end the adult service one cannot make it le.. totally lost my voice, so jus lip sing lor. :P hehes. Gosh, i sound like a transverse de! =x ultimately, the joy in me when seeing the ppl crossing the line of faith was indescribable, especially the adults.. almost teared. =x
anyhow, had a great time of fellowship n huddle at the East Christmas Party jus now! even went carolling wif my sexy voice. hohohos. realli touched how ppl remember me for certain things. :) all the gifts are nice, the cards are lovely but wad matters most is the sincerity from within. hees. loved. :D
remembered Your grace n love for me.
i know it full well in me. Christmas is indeed smth that happens in me n not jus around me.
HOHOHO...
Horlicks! -.-'' LOLS. *ignores*
the Christmas services were indeed a great success! though by human effort we're jus limited, God made all things possible! the services not only captured the heart of the believers but also touched the hearts of non-believers by the Holy Spirit. thru' the repentance of every sinner that committed their lives to You by salvation, only revealed to me the power of Your love and Your magnificience.
it was indeed a wonderful experience to be able to sing in the Christmas choir. being in this ministry for a year plus has taught me alot... realli blessed to serve with ppl who wants to sing for God with the same passion n vision. love the bond n fellowship that we have alwaes been cultivating. Choir is more than jus singing! we're on stage as ministers to God n to the congregation.. ppl see our lives in Christ during praise n worship, especially non-believers. though voice quality n vocal impact are impt, visual impact makes a difference too. realli have lots more to learn n grow even more. God pls enlarge my territory in shss, my sheep pen n also choir ministry. =) looking forward to see the choir ministry's vision come to past! whee~
seeing ppl streaming forward to receive Christ jus greatly moved me n touched my heart.. MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE!!! amen! chionging for the services was quite tiring n taxing n my throat especially when i was already having a sore throat but i noe i gave my 100%. :) but in the end the adult service one cannot make it le.. totally lost my voice, so jus lip sing lor. :P hehes. Gosh, i sound like a transverse de! =x ultimately, the joy in me when seeing the ppl crossing the line of faith was indescribable, especially the adults.. almost teared. =x
anyhow, had a great time of fellowship n huddle at the East Christmas Party jus now! even went carolling wif my sexy voice. hohohos. realli touched how ppl remember me for certain things. :) all the gifts are nice, the cards are lovely but wad matters most is the sincerity from within. hees. loved. :D
remembered Your grace n love for me.
what we could have been, 4:01 AM.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
racing against time.
Christmas is approaching. not something that happens around me but in me. realli praying for that deep desire within me to experience Christmas anew. there's gotta be a reason for the season, i believe... so deeply.
still a few hurdles of distractions in my heart. the pile of uncompleted holiday hw and the new chapter of my life next year...O levels!!! ahhhhh~ *faints* i noe i've to trust in Him n focus on those lost souls out there bcuz they matter to God.. FAITH. :)
God is indeed a promise-keeper. by the fruits reaped, i noe i couldn't have done it without God.4 converts for 3 days of sharing Christ! amazing. used to be quite afraid that i may accidentally forget the promise i made to God and miss what God wants for me.. but yesterday, God changed my mindset...
i was locked out of my house due to certain reasons. the worst thingy is that it had been raining n raining non-stop the whole day, so the temperature dropped drastically especially at night. received a call from sirui so decided to go downstairs to the payphone to return her call. (hi card no money le..=x) hehes. was thinking of the different ppl whom i could try to contact n stay over at their place... but i remembered my promise to God n how much more trouble i wud get into wif my folks if i do. went downstairs hoping to meet someone i know n guess wad?! i met Zephanie from Hope tertiary grp! quite shocked when i saw her at first. was thinking,"God, You must be kidding..." *laughs* after returning the call, went back to my house doorstep n started reading. (rare case.) =x hahahas. it started getting colder n colder, thought to myself," wouldn't it be nice if i had a blanket or something warm to cover myself wif... and poof! there came Zeph wif a jacket n a packet of pokey.
0.0 *stunned*
realli got to spend some solid solitude wif God n God alone... the feeling was great! went for a lil' stroll wif God after getting something warm from 7-11. so romantic hor? hehes..
i will continue keeping my promise to You...
Christmas is approaching. not something that happens around me but in me. realli praying for that deep desire within me to experience Christmas anew. there's gotta be a reason for the season, i believe... so deeply.
still a few hurdles of distractions in my heart. the pile of uncompleted holiday hw and the new chapter of my life next year...O levels!!! ahhhhh~ *faints* i noe i've to trust in Him n focus on those lost souls out there bcuz they matter to God.. FAITH. :)
God is indeed a promise-keeper. by the fruits reaped, i noe i couldn't have done it without God.4 converts for 3 days of sharing Christ! amazing. used to be quite afraid that i may accidentally forget the promise i made to God and miss what God wants for me.. but yesterday, God changed my mindset...
i was locked out of my house due to certain reasons. the worst thingy is that it had been raining n raining non-stop the whole day, so the temperature dropped drastically especially at night. received a call from sirui so decided to go downstairs to the payphone to return her call. (hi card no money le..=x) hehes. was thinking of the different ppl whom i could try to contact n stay over at their place... but i remembered my promise to God n how much more trouble i wud get into wif my folks if i do. went downstairs hoping to meet someone i know n guess wad?! i met Zephanie from Hope tertiary grp! quite shocked when i saw her at first. was thinking,"God, You must be kidding..." *laughs* after returning the call, went back to my house doorstep n started reading. (rare case.) =x hahahas. it started getting colder n colder, thought to myself," wouldn't it be nice if i had a blanket or something warm to cover myself wif... and poof! there came Zeph wif a jacket n a packet of pokey.
0.0 *stunned*
realli got to spend some solid solitude wif God n God alone... the feeling was great! went for a lil' stroll wif God after getting something warm from 7-11. so romantic hor? hehes..
i will continue keeping my promise to You...
what we could have been, 12:25 AM.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
yipee!
praise the Lord! another soul saved from the Kingdom Of Darkness. :D though todae was practically amazing, survived with $2 to travel to n fro cuz i forgot to bring my wallet. =x
rained monkeys n zebras today... i wonder y. :P cuz..."it's raining man, hallelujah..." LOLS. anyway, think God had His plan to increase my faith level to another notch. evax-ed at Parkway parade todae and was quite shocked to received a few responses of "C" = dun wan to receive Christ at all. ppl there were quite different from those in Tampines n had to learn to make a quick switch in strategy wise. (somehow.) hahas. after a while, when the rain started coming on, Holy Spirit prompted me of approaching these two china-looking gals who seemed to be in a rush. was rather hesitant at first, thinking how i was gonna share the bridge diagram in Mandarin n they actualli looked way older than me. however, i obeyed n went forward. and u noe wad?.. they are only sec 2s! (guess i'm getting old. =x) n better still they can understand n speak english!!! woohoo~
we stood in the drizzle and yet they were so attentive to my sharing. one of them chose "B" which means "not sure" and the other chose "A" means.. "i want to receive Christ!" whee~ she added, "i've been wanting to go to a church but dunno how.." muahahahaha! BINGO! she found a church n God found her soul! :D N duh?! pls join Hope gal! hahas.
Amazing, isn't it?
trusting God for more. the KOG is never too full to contain more souls! all the way for Jesus! :)
praise the Lord! another soul saved from the Kingdom Of Darkness. :D though todae was practically amazing, survived with $2 to travel to n fro cuz i forgot to bring my wallet. =x
rained monkeys n zebras today... i wonder y. :P cuz..."it's raining man, hallelujah..." LOLS. anyway, think God had His plan to increase my faith level to another notch. evax-ed at Parkway parade todae and was quite shocked to received a few responses of "C" = dun wan to receive Christ at all. ppl there were quite different from those in Tampines n had to learn to make a quick switch in strategy wise. (somehow.) hahas. after a while, when the rain started coming on, Holy Spirit prompted me of approaching these two china-looking gals who seemed to be in a rush. was rather hesitant at first, thinking how i was gonna share the bridge diagram in Mandarin n they actualli looked way older than me. however, i obeyed n went forward. and u noe wad?.. they are only sec 2s! (guess i'm getting old. =x) n better still they can understand n speak english!!! woohoo~
we stood in the drizzle and yet they were so attentive to my sharing. one of them chose "B" which means "not sure" and the other chose "A" means.. "i want to receive Christ!" whee~ she added, "i've been wanting to go to a church but dunno how.." muahahahaha! BINGO! she found a church n God found her soul! :D N duh?! pls join Hope gal! hahas.
Amazing, isn't it?
trusting God for more. the KOG is never too full to contain more souls! all the way for Jesus! :)
what we could have been, 11:50 PM.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
today.
wasn't realli a happy day. anyhow, believe that it's gonna be a breakthru'. :)
stayed at home the whole day, doing housework n the ever-piling holiday homework.=\ quite a 'snoozy' feeling but guess it was quite fruitful.
invited n invited on msn. got quite a handful of good response for this coming service at Kallang theatre. praying real hard for their hearts to be soften n for the Holy Spirit to convict their hearts. Amen!
i jus want to say.. "thank You n i love You.."
wasn't realli a happy day. anyhow, believe that it's gonna be a breakthru'. :)
stayed at home the whole day, doing housework n the ever-piling holiday homework.=\ quite a 'snoozy' feeling but guess it was quite fruitful.
invited n invited on msn. got quite a handful of good response for this coming service at Kallang theatre. praying real hard for their hearts to be soften n for the Holy Spirit to convict their hearts. Amen!
i jus want to say.. "thank You n i love You.."
what we could have been, 9:42 PM.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Breakthru' camp was a total divine exchange.
woohoo~
didn't expect God to speak on the first day, but He did. :) areas which i've to change to depend on God even more..
indeed.
100% God + 100% man's effort= a miracle!
trusting God on this Christmas harvest.. a time of breakthru's. =)
wasn't feeling well, fever. though evaxing todae wasn't as fruitful as i expected, i knew God was wif me. somehow jus had this kind of confidence from within that i've never felt b4.. also a kind of assurance that He was with me n will equip me to share about His love. :) yea, cool man!
i want to be a better shepherd, a better disciple, a better daughter, a better friend, a better sister, a better student and of cuz.. a better n faithfilled Child Of God. i will not allow pride n faithlessness to rule in my life! In Jesus' Name, the walls of Jericho will come crumbling down.. Lord, i am ready with the full armour of Yours... prune me, shape me to be more like You.
for the victory is in You...
woohoo~
didn't expect God to speak on the first day, but He did. :) areas which i've to change to depend on God even more..
indeed.
100% God + 100% man's effort= a miracle!
trusting God on this Christmas harvest.. a time of breakthru's. =)
wasn't feeling well, fever. though evaxing todae wasn't as fruitful as i expected, i knew God was wif me. somehow jus had this kind of confidence from within that i've never felt b4.. also a kind of assurance that He was with me n will equip me to share about His love. :) yea, cool man!
i want to be a better shepherd, a better disciple, a better daughter, a better friend, a better sister, a better student and of cuz.. a better n faithfilled Child Of God. i will not allow pride n faithlessness to rule in my life! In Jesus' Name, the walls of Jericho will come crumbling down.. Lord, i am ready with the full armour of Yours... prune me, shape me to be more like You.
for the victory is in You...
what we could have been, 9:01 PM.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
disappointed.
was feeling quite upset about that her. din noe she came up wif another excuse n even scolded me. haiz.. y i jus can't seem to bring her closer to God? :(
guess todae's sermon was for me. God realli gave me a new burden for not only my family's salvation, but also my friends' n the lost souls out there. was quite affected by wad she actualli said to me but God reminded that Holy Spirit will convict n not me! so, i'll jus do my best to show her love n concern. :)
woohoo~
the mass dance was pretty fun but the lack of space caused me to fall. *blushes* anyhow, danced quite clumsily.. may reconsider joining dance if i get to tertiary. =x gonna learn it to my best! passion for dancing. =)
yipeee!
God again added to our numbers wif a p6 convert todae! hees. glad to be her follow-upper but i know i must keep "growing" my wineskin. :)
camp is nearing n cheerleading was awesome. realli excited for all that is to come n wanna see myself meeting my camp objectives! have to prepare myself even more... yea! expect n u'll receive!
it's breakthrough time! :)
was feeling quite upset about that her. din noe she came up wif another excuse n even scolded me. haiz.. y i jus can't seem to bring her closer to God? :(
guess todae's sermon was for me. God realli gave me a new burden for not only my family's salvation, but also my friends' n the lost souls out there. was quite affected by wad she actualli said to me but God reminded that Holy Spirit will convict n not me! so, i'll jus do my best to show her love n concern. :)
woohoo~
the mass dance was pretty fun but the lack of space caused me to fall. *blushes* anyhow, danced quite clumsily.. may reconsider joining dance if i get to tertiary. =x gonna learn it to my best! passion for dancing. =)
yipeee!
God again added to our numbers wif a p6 convert todae! hees. glad to be her follow-upper but i know i must keep "growing" my wineskin. :)
camp is nearing n cheerleading was awesome. realli excited for all that is to come n wanna see myself meeting my camp objectives! have to prepare myself even more... yea! expect n u'll receive!
it's breakthrough time! :)
what we could have been, 12:29 AM.
Friday, December 08, 2006
God,
it's Your turn!!!!
realli poured out my spirit n desperation. realli feel like giving up, falling on my knees n cry.. but i know, for You are in control n You'll equip me with Your Holy Spirit.. i shall not loose heart! realli felt my heart tearing apart when she came up wif excuses n reasons to pin me down to "Guilt" hell..
God is for me, who can be against me? i know i'm safe in God's righteousness. :) and it only goes to show how much she realli needs You in her life.
prayerfully, she'll turn up for service tml.
Amen. :)
it's Your turn!!!!
realli poured out my spirit n desperation. realli feel like giving up, falling on my knees n cry.. but i know, for You are in control n You'll equip me with Your Holy Spirit.. i shall not loose heart! realli felt my heart tearing apart when she came up wif excuses n reasons to pin me down to "Guilt" hell..
God is for me, who can be against me? i know i'm safe in God's righteousness. :) and it only goes to show how much she realli needs You in her life.
prayerfully, she'll turn up for service tml.
Amen. :)
what we could have been, 11:48 PM.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
wheee~
finally taught LTTF myself. but it was sure scary. =\ didn't do much preparation due to certain reasons, so i... jus whack! lols. xD the sense of achievement was great especially when she responded. challenged her n believe she'll yield to it!
Go sheep go! n thanks a lot for the candy! it's was realli sweet of ya. :)
finally taught LTTF myself. but it was sure scary. =\ didn't do much preparation due to certain reasons, so i... jus whack! lols. xD the sense of achievement was great especially when she responded. challenged her n believe she'll yield to it!
Go sheep go! n thanks a lot for the candy! it's was realli sweet of ya. :)
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
went for deco thingy todae.
wooo~ was quite fun wif all the jokes, laughter, people n all. :) tried my best in everything i could help in. yey! the paper marshe "project" rawks! so fun loh! all the PVA glue splashing around n of cuz it was sticky n like.."eeww" our hands were all sticky n black, the fusion of newspaper ink n da glue. hahahas.
struggled quite abit when certain situations came on.. no. i mustn't allow emotions to ride over me! confessed, repented,.. won the victory wif God! :D hees.
so... headed to the saloon after much considerations of which one to go to. tried Nina saloon, one i've never been to before. and now.... i'm Siew ling's clone!!! rofl. quite not use to my hairstyle now but it's jus a matter of time i guess. :)
whee~
crashcourse tml! expecting lots.. yuppyup, better rest now. woohoo!
wooo~ was quite fun wif all the jokes, laughter, people n all. :) tried my best in everything i could help in. yey! the paper marshe "project" rawks! so fun loh! all the PVA glue splashing around n of cuz it was sticky n like.."eeww" our hands were all sticky n black, the fusion of newspaper ink n da glue. hahahas.
struggled quite abit when certain situations came on.. no. i mustn't allow emotions to ride over me! confessed, repented,.. won the victory wif God! :D hees.
so... headed to the saloon after much considerations of which one to go to. tried Nina saloon, one i've never been to before. and now.... i'm Siew ling's clone!!! rofl. quite not use to my hairstyle now but it's jus a matter of time i guess. :)
whee~
crashcourse tml! expecting lots.. yuppyup, better rest now. woohoo!
what we could have been, 11:30 PM.
Friday, December 01, 2006
zombified...
but spiritually refreshed. had East C's Ohana camp todae! had lots of "dirty" fun n also fresh manna to munch on. :D
through the picture n verse that God used me to share to my sistaz , i'm truely thankful n convicted that God can use me to do great things. :)
went thru' 4 teachings on visions. responded to the altar call n got prayed for.. i yearn for a new vision for shss, one that will convict my heart. it took me quite some time b4 i receive it. rather shocked cuz it was the very same vision which i forsaked long ago cuz i tot it was impossible. =\ nevertheless, pei qing prayed for me.. it was the area of faith once again.
God, i'm sorry.. help me to have a breakthru' in my faith.
it shall come to past! =)
but spiritually refreshed. had East C's Ohana camp todae! had lots of "dirty" fun n also fresh manna to munch on. :D
through the picture n verse that God used me to share to my sistaz , i'm truely thankful n convicted that God can use me to do great things. :)
went thru' 4 teachings on visions. responded to the altar call n got prayed for.. i yearn for a new vision for shss, one that will convict my heart. it took me quite some time b4 i receive it. rather shocked cuz it was the very same vision which i forsaked long ago cuz i tot it was impossible. =\ nevertheless, pei qing prayed for me.. it was the area of faith once again.
God, i'm sorry.. help me to have a breakthru' in my faith.
it shall come to past! =)
what we could have been, 3:23 AM.
