Lord, pls continue to sustain me and fill me with Your Holy Spirit daily.
renew my heart, soul, mind and physical strength this day as i perserver on giving my 100% utmost best in serving You and Your people. (:

must admit that sometimes it gets draining when you depend on your own strength instead of God's unlimited source of refreshment. Lord, thanks for reminding me to always depend on You in whatever i'm doing despite the smallest task i'm given to carry out. (:

less than 1 month to complete Springfield?
4 by 290208 ?
i don't want to be beaten hands down by time, my own spiritual life or even lack of faith!!!
God please lead me, stir up a greater holy discontentment in my heart and soul!;
i really want to win SPF for Your glory!
help me dream for You and Your flock!;
i want a shepherd's heart!

by faith i come,
AMEN! :DDD

what we could have been, 11:46 PM.

wellwell,
what did u know?
O LVL RESULTS WILL BE OUT ON 24TH JAN!!! rahh.
i hope it's a good birthday present. =\

oh man, the thought of turning 17 feels so... OLD.-.-
hurhur, well.. mature would be a nicer word.^^

14th Jan: 4th year spiritual bdae!
23rd Jan: happy birthday Sylvia! :D
31st Jan: deadline of 3 by 310108! ahhhh. =x

so much to share yet so lil' time.
wait for my next post! ^^
ciaos~

what we could have been, 11:01 PM.

it's like falling from heaven to the deepest level of hell once again.

if my heart could break for souls that turn away from You,
break for those who loose their faith in You
and those that simply say they don't need You.

what more about how You felt?
how much more has Your heart been broken for those that You loved?
those people undeserving.

it hurts Lord.
when will You pour in the harvest?
when will these flock understand Your love?
God, pls help me to be patient and perserving with their growth.

-everything i need is You, my beginning my forever,

faithfully awaiting for the fulfilment of Your promises,

Carys

what we could have been, 11:35 PM.

been a mediator and counsellor this whole week.

sometimes, it is simply frustrating.
especially when you see the ugliness of this world, the hidden face behind that mask, filthy hearts filled with rage, deceit, lies and evilness. seriously, taken aback at how immature human beings can be when sorting out their feeling; people whose hearts are far away from God.

WWJD,
WWJD,
WWJD!!!

Lord, i want to stay close to Your heart.
i fear to stray away into this world of darkness.
use me Lord as a beckon of light to shine those darkness away.

i pray the world will wake up from their nightmare soon, and know that You are Lord. (:

what we could have been, 2:27 AM.

a picture paints a thousand words, and i can't agree much further to that. (:

this view is taken from my uncle's condo. that's East Coast anyway. wow eh? ^^

indeed, one day in God's presence is better than a thousand days anywhere else.

upp-ed my spiritual hunger for God and His word but i don't want to just be satisfied, i want to bring my walk with God up to another level. (: today's time spent with God was a rather tangible one, God never fails to lift me back on my feet when everything else inside me is crumbling.

what dad said jus now really hurt me, but i know i have a Father who will never fail to provide for me. this Heavenly Daddy that will always trust in me even when the whole world turn their backs against me. The Chief Shepherd that understands what i'm going thru' for His name's sake. The Alpha and Omega that promised that He'll never never leave nor forsake me. Despite any circumstances or situation, He was, is and will be with me.

This,

is the God that i serve.

with all i am, i will serve You my King.

what we could have been, 1:38 AM.

COUNTDOWN AT VIVO CITY! (:

we played Daidi and Jack until one lil' boy popped by and joined us. (:
His name is Jeckyll and he simply loves Jeslin. (as you can see from the pic above.)
well, i still have lil' Alvin! *blehs* HAHA, jkjk.

it was actually quite a boring countdown but i believe we enjoyed one another's company a lot more. (: yups, so snapped off on the train. i couldn't stay over at Jeslin's house so had to walk home alone as my last bus was long gone at that time. but thank God i met Qinning and her cg peeps after i alighted the MRT. And we walked accompained each other home halfway. well, at least! ^^ though i was rather scared, God protected me all the way till i reached home. yayness! :D (jus FYI, Tampines is not very safe at night.) yup. =x

hmm, in a wink of an eye, we bid 2007 goodbye and welcomed 2008. 2007 has been a really rollercoaster year for me. with O levels and many problems in retaining my sheeps and unfruitfulness in pioneering Springfield. so much testings especially in the area of depending on God,yes, i've struggled. however, 2007 was also a year i can testify abut God's faithfulness in my life. He brought me out of my emotional highs and lows, settled my friendship problems and revealed to me my things i've always been struggling with so that i can have a breakthrough. sent me forth with a another calling, a vision that keeps me heart pumping and a changed perspective to motivate me on the right path. for all the many things, thank You, thank You, thank You! :D

2008- a new year with a new beginning. and definately, i want to start this year right with God. (: so, here are my new year resolutions:-1. Depend on God fully for the direction and vision He's given me. 2. Upgrade the quality of my QT. 3. Love God, love people. (more than surface.) 4. rise up as a CL. 5. seeing my people completing CG08 with me!

YES! YES! YES! i really want to see my new year resolutions fulfilled! :D God, i did not forget the promise i made to You in camp. it's do or die! i'm not gonna give Satan a foothold in this, God strengthen me!!!

thus, i launch and also commit this personal goal to You: 3 by 310108! AMEN! woohoo~ (: if u're reading this, pls pray for me as well! :D

Your beloved, Carys.

what we could have been, 12:24 AM.

wahahah. finally, gonna post about East chalet!!! :D

yea, this was my 2nd East chalet! except that this time round i could stay over! wheets~

so glad Clarissa and Huilin didn't pangseh and they went. (: i prayed that Clarissa would now the importance of commitement and Huilin that she would enjoy the fellowship and come to know God soon! (:

so, we were on our way to the chalet at changi...

we were bored in the crowded bus and decided to challenge one another with my hp's games. lol >.<

yay! 3 cheers for all those who served in the chalet, helped in planning, booking the chalet, housekeeping, serve food, be part-time marias, led games, led worship, played guitar for worship and everyone who took care of one another! whee-u-wheet! the chalet was a huge success and i believe everyone enjoyed themselves very much. :D

we played crazy games and became like bread while playing the games but everyone still had real good fun! hahas. 1st pic- play some water games, 2nd pic- play a game where you've got to run to the middle to pick a sweet among the layers of flour without getting hit by the balls. and FYI, that white haired granny is ME! rahh, WINSTAR!!! =x hahahas. :D

great teaching about Finishing the work in our life-time by Dennis Loh.

the sharing about how time is realli precious, every second that jus passed we can never get back. how urgent the Great Commission to be fulfilled and so much more. every thing he shared jus made my heart pump faster and faster. schools' reopening for the secondary school students. i'm in this with East, are you? ^^

great worship led by Cheng Lee and her team. i really desired and was used by God to speak to East. God pls help me to improve in my gifting as well, i want to be used as a blessing. wanna encourage the rest out there who desire to be used by God in any area to keep asking in faith and God'll use you! :D

the video East Journey that was played during the chalet really brought back many many memories in my walk with God in the East. and below is my very first church camp; Vision-driven life camp at NUS. those who were there with me please don't kill me for uploading this pic. =x hahas, warning: DON'T LAUGH KAY? =P

there. i didn't know i was so toot in the past. =x

hahas, well but we've grown from glory to glory yea?

hahas! especially our hairstyles. LOL.

oh my gosh! look at those eyebags. unglamness. =\

hahas, that's the result of staying up the whole night.

took this photo with...(i forgot her name! =x) whoopsy, at the last day of the chalet. (:

East, go East! let's win the 39 schools together! woohoo~

i love this family of God! ~

what we could have been, 4:20 PM.