felt strongly for smth that i'll never get to have... shall not bother about this le... no point. flashbacks, memories... still there but now gone.. dunno how i should actually feel but... it didn't feel good at all. perhaps i 'm still holding on, perhaps i knew wad i wud do.. i wud rather i never knew, but it had to be, THE TRUTH.. how should i react? i dun want to but i have to...
what we could have been, 8:49 PM.