Wednesday, August 09, 2006
i'm sick of the kind of life i'm living now!!! it's just not the way... where has my compassion n drive gone to? God is near but y sometimes i still choose to put my attention on something else n lose focus?? Wad? GIVING UP?? NO!! that's not the way!! For Jesus is the way, the truth and the life... No one comes to the Father except thru' Him... tired n disheartened to see no fruits coming in after giving my all... i feel used up and drained, does no one cares or appreciate me anymore? Wad am i? who am i? A robot used to serve den discarded??! NEVER! i'm living for the audience of one, The One! JESUS! i want to live life like never before! No more craving for spiritual milk, i want solid food!! i want to be more like Jesus! i'll perserver on wif God cuz nothing is impossible for God n wif God's strength in me...For i'm pressed but not crushed, persecuted not abandoned, struck down but not destroyed!! AMEN! =] SHSS may be a tough cookie now but God will be the milk to soften this cookie n it'll taste mmm mmm good! Yuppx, God i'm hanging on to Ur promise... IT SHALL BE DONE! =)
what we could have been, 10:23 PM.
