Sunday, September 24, 2006

God never fails to amaze me with His timely message to me...

ystd's service was jus awesome...

blown away once again, my life was revealed to me like a naked flame so visible and yet so raw..

it was true that God jus seemed distant when my books came... more strands of white hair on my head, also vexed n breatheless inside.. i'm was lost in my fear and worries...

Until yesterday..

when i was crying out to the Lord deep down inside, images of my struggles came upon me.. things which i jus struggle wif daily.

undescribable feelings drowned me... i know that it was God. usually hidden by my own understanding, that day everything came to light before me... the area of JOY n FAITH were clearly audible by my heartbeat..

real joy n happiness comes from within.

yes. indeed,
Christian life suppose to be dynamic not static!
i want to be outstanding for Jesus!!! [Matt 5:14-16]
i shall have a breakthrough, for the name of the Lord is worthy to be praise by every single living soul on earth! i noe it's gonna be tough but God is my source n my salvation in Whom i shall not fear.

what we could have been, 12:51 PM.