Friday, September 15, 2006

i am a flower quickly fading...
here today n gone tomorrow...
a wave tossed in the ocean...
a vapour in the wind...

Life...

Haiz...life can be so unpredictable and fragile...
good times spent jus pass by swiftly..
when it's time... God'll bring u home...

what a heart-wrenching piece of news to hear at the beginning of the day at sch...
Samuel Tan from 4H passed away yesterday due to dengue...
a guy in the midst of prelims, with hopes n dreams for his future...
died so suddenly..

though i'm not close to him at all, at least i know him as a fellow brother in Christ..
hard to explain my feelings at that moment i heard the news...
jus didn't feel right at all..
images of times i've talked to him before n the time when we studied together jus keep replaying in my mind...
somehow jus wished to know him even more...
but now, there's no more chance to do so...

i'm not stumbled or anything...
jus believe that God has He's perfect plan for his life..
i therefore rejoice, for i know he's soul is wif my Heavenly Father...
jus hoped that his friends n family are alright...
pray that they'll understand, stop grieving n move on...

realli thought hard to myself...
what if it was me?
what if the person whom God wants to bring home is me?
i would definately be glad..
but... who would remember me?
other than my family n the family of God,...who will?
i wun dare to count...

what we could have been, 5:05 PM.