Thursday, September 14, 2006
Rahh!! i jus dun get it!! y? God is so so good n yet people still refuses to accept The Way! jus listened to the song by Hillsong LIVE, "Mighty To Save".. realli stirred up my heart big time... spent my own QT wif God jus now.. didn't realli get a word from God yet until now...remembered what Shirley shared last sat, we are not fighting for victory for victorous we already are in Christ! Amen!!! Yea man, realli charged up to win the world for Jesus wif the ONE n ONLY life that i'm given =] i'm sure there'll be disappointments along the way, but i'll never give up as long as God promises stays..
thru' the past few days when my life wif God jus seemed to be drifting...i discovered that i will not survive..realli makes me come to ponder about this qn.."who is God to me?". looking back to the past when i first started serving until now.. it's been two yrs plus.. not quite long n neither was it a short period of time too.. i'm certain that i've grown to a certain extent but i know there's far more that i can get to know about God.. it's just that kind of undescibable,'unquencable' thirst for more of God in my life... as i was prompted to share a few verses to someone ystd, God once again spoke to me thru' the book of Job.. Job's life, one that noone would ever desire or wish for... so many 'whys' he asked God but he chose to trust n believe that God has His perfect plan... n indeed, God never fails to bless him many folds over his hardship in his life.. it's some kind of simple yet profound thingy to love God n know God in ur heart than in ur mind... unexplainable, u'll only understand when u search n experience it urself.. God jus never fails to amaze me wif all that He is n all that He can do! it's jus that thin line of difference between love to believe n believe to love.. both may be good but which is better? i love to believe~
thru' the past few days when my life wif God jus seemed to be drifting...i discovered that i will not survive..realli makes me come to ponder about this qn.."who is God to me?". looking back to the past when i first started serving until now.. it's been two yrs plus.. not quite long n neither was it a short period of time too.. i'm certain that i've grown to a certain extent but i know there's far more that i can get to know about God.. it's just that kind of undescibable,'unquencable' thirst for more of God in my life... as i was prompted to share a few verses to someone ystd, God once again spoke to me thru' the book of Job.. Job's life, one that noone would ever desire or wish for... so many 'whys' he asked God but he chose to trust n believe that God has His perfect plan... n indeed, God never fails to bless him many folds over his hardship in his life.. it's some kind of simple yet profound thingy to love God n know God in ur heart than in ur mind... unexplainable, u'll only understand when u search n experience it urself.. God jus never fails to amaze me wif all that He is n all that He can do! it's jus that thin line of difference between love to believe n believe to love.. both may be good but which is better? i love to believe~
what we could have been, 1:05 PM.
