Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Yipee!~ so so excited for Hope 15th anniversary!!! yey, whole family confirm coming!!! ahha... praying hard for my spine, have faith that God'll heal me real soon! =D yea, Shirley is right... i want others to leave EXPO hall not just saying the programme was great but rather... GOD IS GREAT! [Rev7:9]
i think i've lost them... somehow, both good n bad ones.. it doesn't realli matter to me now... perhaps,... i've totally given up on seeing it come to past, someday? i dun care anymore. no point waiting any longer, when it's time.. it'll come. This week is a pack week so somehow i blogged lesser than usual =x now i know why God wants me to take up pure lit instead of POA... i've recently came to love the novel i'm studying, The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan.. i've learnt alot about human's carnality n certain words or action used to portray love which is also evident in my life.. if God had made my life a bed of roses, i will never know my purpose of life and even if i am loved, i will never know what's it all about except the four letters L.O.V.E... it's thru' every struggle n problems that i've learnt to love even more n also be loved.. it's never easy to walk out of ur own problems, this i must agree.. but at the end of the day, the only thing that matters is.. how much more u get to know God thru' that tough time while He carried u? Was it jus a silent n self-indulging walk? or a life-changing n fruitful walk? i've walked out of the darkness with Him but i feel that... i could have known Him even more...
i know. i've given myself n God too many excuses to realli spend some solid time with Him... now i shall be complacent no more.. there's so many things i believe God wants to tell me but i hardly was ever still before Him to just hear His slightest tender whisper.. i'm so sorry... My life will never be complete without You.. You mean more than this world to me.. how DEEP, how WIDE , how GREAT is Your love for me.. You dun need me to love u back but.. i want to forevermore..
i think i've lost them... somehow, both good n bad ones.. it doesn't realli matter to me now... perhaps,... i've totally given up on seeing it come to past, someday? i dun care anymore. no point waiting any longer, when it's time.. it'll come. This week is a pack week so somehow i blogged lesser than usual =x now i know why God wants me to take up pure lit instead of POA... i've recently came to love the novel i'm studying, The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan.. i've learnt alot about human's carnality n certain words or action used to portray love which is also evident in my life.. if God had made my life a bed of roses, i will never know my purpose of life and even if i am loved, i will never know what's it all about except the four letters L.O.V.E... it's thru' every struggle n problems that i've learnt to love even more n also be loved.. it's never easy to walk out of ur own problems, this i must agree.. but at the end of the day, the only thing that matters is.. how much more u get to know God thru' that tough time while He carried u? Was it jus a silent n self-indulging walk? or a life-changing n fruitful walk? i've walked out of the darkness with Him but i feel that... i could have known Him even more...
i know. i've given myself n God too many excuses to realli spend some solid time with Him... now i shall be complacent no more.. there's so many things i believe God wants to tell me but i hardly was ever still before Him to just hear His slightest tender whisper.. i'm so sorry... My life will never be complete without You.. You mean more than this world to me.. how DEEP, how WIDE , how GREAT is Your love for me.. You dun need me to love u back but.. i want to forevermore..
what we could have been, 3:13 PM.
