Friday, October 13, 2006
Rahh!!! so frustrating. *kabooms* i nid jus a lil' respect from u guys.. tired of facing all of u without being able to talk in a nice, polite manner. God pls pls pls bring me out of here!!! ahh!!!
was reminded in the shower that all will come to past in God's timing. jus hafta be more more patient n be more of a salt n light. realli burden for certain persons.. dun hafta mention who, jus that... that shouldn't be the way. reflected on myself too... wad's my level of mercy? love? forgiveness? i'm convicted n certain that God is love, i want to follow in His footsteps. how bout u guys? hope u all think about wad i've said earlier on, nobody's perfect yet God died for all.
thank God for sending Zephanie to have dinner wif me jus now. though it was a hurried dinner, i've learnt so much from her n Holy spirit nudged me right on time. results n fruits are blessings n what we would like to see.. but sometimes, we jus forgot to look at our growth during tough times... we looked around instead of looking upwards. of course fruits are undeniably awesome n rewarding to our hard work but the most impt thing is how much we've grown n how much closer wif God are we thru' those times.
God can use anyone. all He seeks for is a willing heart to serve. status is not all that impt but i truely want to lead God's flock to where He wants to bring us to. i want to see a Hildan CG established, rising up the next generation. i am nothing compared to Your glory Oh Lord.. i come wif few things but a willing heart.
God pls use me to extend Your Kingdom..
a child in awe of You...
was reminded in the shower that all will come to past in God's timing. jus hafta be more more patient n be more of a salt n light. realli burden for certain persons.. dun hafta mention who, jus that... that shouldn't be the way. reflected on myself too... wad's my level of mercy? love? forgiveness? i'm convicted n certain that God is love, i want to follow in His footsteps. how bout u guys? hope u all think about wad i've said earlier on, nobody's perfect yet God died for all.
thank God for sending Zephanie to have dinner wif me jus now. though it was a hurried dinner, i've learnt so much from her n Holy spirit nudged me right on time. results n fruits are blessings n what we would like to see.. but sometimes, we jus forgot to look at our growth during tough times... we looked around instead of looking upwards. of course fruits are undeniably awesome n rewarding to our hard work but the most impt thing is how much we've grown n how much closer wif God are we thru' those times.
God can use anyone. all He seeks for is a willing heart to serve. status is not all that impt but i truely want to lead God's flock to where He wants to bring us to. i want to see a Hildan CG established, rising up the next generation. i am nothing compared to Your glory Oh Lord.. i come wif few things but a willing heart.
God pls use me to extend Your Kingdom..
a child in awe of You...
what we could have been, 11:31 PM.
