sobs. couldn't sleep well last night... can't toss n turn without feeling the pain. feeling realli different, i'm going to work on Mon!!! ahhh!!! feeling quite stressed up, dunno if i can cope well. =\ but i'll look forward to colleagues whom i can work on! man, shared Christ with pri sch Maths teacher yesterday night on MSN.. a totally scary experience.. dun wish to talk about this further. =x gosh. God pls heal me on time for work on Mon! hope i will be able to cope wif the environment n time will not be wasted. increase my pay soon, boss. i know the pay is little but i know God has a purpose in arranging this job as a blessing for me. those peeps who misses me can go to Vivo city n find me at New York Pizza! =P hohohos. realised that i haven been really fasting for quite some time. n i know i need to someday. realli realli burden for St.Hilda's n also ceratin areas in my life which i want to see a breakthru' in. this time i'm gonna put on the full gear of God n marching forward for battle, no more of jus praying n doing nothing. though one week of fasting from com may not be much, it does matter to me in some way or another. but most importantly, it comes from my heart.. sincerity in fasting n total faith that God is going to move in a big way. i shall officially pass the baton to Qinning to blog on my behalf n ppl pls keep me in ur prayers too! thanks a lot! =) ... will be back in a wk's time 22nd Oct 2006. hees.God is moving!!!
what we could have been, 12:55 PM.