Wednesday, October 11, 2006
You are my God.. early in the morning will i, rise to meet You. Rise to meet You~
how true is it to start a new day right wif God. after putting aside my 'distractions', went into the room n sat on the bed. thank God, noone's at home to disturb! hoho!.. asked God to fill me up with His peace n to still my heart before Him. jus so keen n excited to experience God in the most tangible way. i know that God'll never shortchange us with His presence when we desire so much to be filled, not to the brim but till it overflows. alwaes thought that there's certain ways to seek God n certain words to say to experience God in the most tangible way.. (harhar, quite dumb actualli.. =x ) but of course, i've found the answer today! =)
seeking God is not about the words to use before God or the harder we try to pray n think of God, but it all begins with the heart. our heart condition n hunger are the key to God's presences. repent, humble self before God, pour out to God, be still.. n listen. i should say that it's realli important to listen after complaining or crying out to God. it's totally pointless to pray or intercede without listening to what God has to say. seeking God, looking for an answer? listen, and God'll reply.[John 15:7] [Psalm 138:3a].
took up my guitar n started playing songs after songs. thru' different songs i meditated on those beautiful lyrics which simply touched my heart. still, something's jus missing. i know i wanted something even more! put down my guitar at a side, i began to sing in tongues. as i sang n sang, something deep within jus made me even more on fire, more courageous to ask God for more. my soul was definately edified. i prayed n inquired of the Lord for directions n to satisfy my soul's thirst. God spoke in two verses in the bible n i saw Him holding my hands!!! i can promise that i'm definately not day-dreaming or imagining things, it's jus so so real n still freshly vivid in my mind as i'm blogging now. i went another step ahead. this is the exciting part!!! if u happen to miss anything or forgot about what i've said earlier on...dun miss this part!!! " God, pls speak... i'm listening." i boldly asked. guess what?? i heard God whispering to me! He spoke in such a small still voice but i captured the first few words... " My child, i love you.." immediately, i melted. found myself grining from ear to ear. i jus can't explain.. it's definately not made up. God is real. guess when u've experienced that touch urself, u'll understand what i'm talking about. =) [Matt 7:7]
how true is it to start a new day right wif God. after putting aside my 'distractions', went into the room n sat on the bed. thank God, noone's at home to disturb! hoho!.. asked God to fill me up with His peace n to still my heart before Him. jus so keen n excited to experience God in the most tangible way. i know that God'll never shortchange us with His presence when we desire so much to be filled, not to the brim but till it overflows. alwaes thought that there's certain ways to seek God n certain words to say to experience God in the most tangible way.. (harhar, quite dumb actualli.. =x ) but of course, i've found the answer today! =)
seeking God is not about the words to use before God or the harder we try to pray n think of God, but it all begins with the heart. our heart condition n hunger are the key to God's presences. repent, humble self before God, pour out to God, be still.. n listen. i should say that it's realli important to listen after complaining or crying out to God. it's totally pointless to pray or intercede without listening to what God has to say. seeking God, looking for an answer? listen, and God'll reply.[John 15:7] [Psalm 138:3a].
took up my guitar n started playing songs after songs. thru' different songs i meditated on those beautiful lyrics which simply touched my heart. still, something's jus missing. i know i wanted something even more! put down my guitar at a side, i began to sing in tongues. as i sang n sang, something deep within jus made me even more on fire, more courageous to ask God for more. my soul was definately edified. i prayed n inquired of the Lord for directions n to satisfy my soul's thirst. God spoke in two verses in the bible n i saw Him holding my hands!!! i can promise that i'm definately not day-dreaming or imagining things, it's jus so so real n still freshly vivid in my mind as i'm blogging now. i went another step ahead. this is the exciting part!!! if u happen to miss anything or forgot about what i've said earlier on...dun miss this part!!! " God, pls speak... i'm listening." i boldly asked. guess what?? i heard God whispering to me! He spoke in such a small still voice but i captured the first few words... " My child, i love you.." immediately, i melted. found myself grining from ear to ear. i jus can't explain.. it's definately not made up. God is real. guess when u've experienced that touch urself, u'll understand what i'm talking about. =) [Matt 7:7]
what we could have been, 7:17 PM.
