Wednesday, November 22, 2006
totally regretted.
i just lost a battle in the mind, gave way to my selfless thinking. i know i shouldn't have sent that sms. i pray that i didn't accidentally hurt her.
i've struggled so so much to shift my attention to God n listen to what He says.. within me i jus kept reasoning with God.. ultimately, i know i've failed to listen n obey immediately. :(
Arghhh..
sometimes i jus wish i was more obedient and spiritually mature. y do i keep failing in certain areas repeatedly? The Word came jus on time during todae's devotion.. that maturing takes time. God is never in a rush but He's always always on time. i'll keep climbing the spiritual mountain knowing that U're the safety harnest that will alwaes hold on to me n never let loose!
Lord, i realli do desire to do so so much more for You n Your Kingdom.. to be a spiritual parent.. to rise up the next generation in Shss.. to be an evangelistic worship leader!!! but all is possible only by Your power.
Thank You Lord for Your patience in moulding n changing me more like You. if it was not for Your grace, i would not have lived and now even serving in Your Kingdom. Change me from the inside out Lord, i surrender all that i am to You..
fasting objectives for tml...
1) sheeps to be connected to myself n the cg.
2)responsive n workable contacts thru' tml's evaxing.
3)healing from sorethroat n flu.
4)East's growth
be my one focus God! :)
i just lost a battle in the mind, gave way to my selfless thinking. i know i shouldn't have sent that sms. i pray that i didn't accidentally hurt her.
i've struggled so so much to shift my attention to God n listen to what He says.. within me i jus kept reasoning with God.. ultimately, i know i've failed to listen n obey immediately. :(
Arghhh..
sometimes i jus wish i was more obedient and spiritually mature. y do i keep failing in certain areas repeatedly? The Word came jus on time during todae's devotion.. that maturing takes time. God is never in a rush but He's always always on time. i'll keep climbing the spiritual mountain knowing that U're the safety harnest that will alwaes hold on to me n never let loose!
Lord, i realli do desire to do so so much more for You n Your Kingdom.. to be a spiritual parent.. to rise up the next generation in Shss.. to be an evangelistic worship leader!!! but all is possible only by Your power.
Thank You Lord for Your patience in moulding n changing me more like You. if it was not for Your grace, i would not have lived and now even serving in Your Kingdom. Change me from the inside out Lord, i surrender all that i am to You..
fasting objectives for tml...
1) sheeps to be connected to myself n the cg.
2)responsive n workable contacts thru' tml's evaxing.
3)healing from sorethroat n flu.
4)East's growth
be my one focus God! :)
what we could have been, 12:36 AM.
