Sunday, March 25, 2007
argh.
i hate the feeling of being "un-able".
i wish i could make a difference, i wish i could jus make them smile..
maybe i'm jus not the person that God'll use to do the "job". *sigh*
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i feel so burdened for another handful of people. that feeling realli ___. rahh.
till the extent that i can jus go on my knees to beg them. indeed, those discernments came to be reality n it's saddening. ppl whom i used to serve wif, ppl whom i used to share life wif jus leave God like tis.. the similarities in these cases are all bcuz of the things of the world. and i'm so boiled deep inside not bcuz of them but bcuz of their decisions to give in to those temptations n temporal pleasures. i realli love them so much that i don't want to see them heading on a path they'll regret..
they have to go back to their First Love.
i wonder how am i going to help in that way, realli. ultimately, God has His plan and i'll jus continue to pray for each individual n let God do His thing! (:
hope.
i know it's not shattered. not bcuz of my situation nor the time as a limiting factor but my level of faith counts. i dun care anymore, i jus want to make God smile. =D
For You alone are great in power, for You have set my heart on fire..
allow me to brighten ur day thru' God's wisdom n love.. drawing strength from God. (:
i hate the feeling of being "un-able".
i wish i could make a difference, i wish i could jus make them smile..
maybe i'm jus not the person that God'll use to do the "job". *sigh*
123123123123123123123123123123123123123123123
i feel so burdened for another handful of people. that feeling realli ___. rahh.
till the extent that i can jus go on my knees to beg them. indeed, those discernments came to be reality n it's saddening. ppl whom i used to serve wif, ppl whom i used to share life wif jus leave God like tis.. the similarities in these cases are all bcuz of the things of the world. and i'm so boiled deep inside not bcuz of them but bcuz of their decisions to give in to those temptations n temporal pleasures. i realli love them so much that i don't want to see them heading on a path they'll regret..
they have to go back to their First Love.
i wonder how am i going to help in that way, realli. ultimately, God has His plan and i'll jus continue to pray for each individual n let God do His thing! (:
hope.
i know it's not shattered. not bcuz of my situation nor the time as a limiting factor but my level of faith counts. i dun care anymore, i jus want to make God smile. =D
For You alone are great in power, for You have set my heart on fire..
allow me to brighten ur day thru' God's wisdom n love.. drawing strength from God. (:
what we could have been, 10:40 PM.
