Wednesday, March 14, 2007
rushed down after the wad i so called "handbell day-camp".
though it was ony 20 mins, it was thoroughly refreshing n enjoyable bcuz God was there.
i knew wad i felt was not jus a feeling, disappointed, that it was somehow true. i went not for them to see n to judge but i went bcuz God prompted n i followed His voice. still trying very hard to switch my mindset but i know God is my Shepherd who will always lead by the front, therefore, i will not be afraid to follow that personal Voice.
went thru' some strenuous training todae at handbell. stood for around 7 hrs practising for Synergy n SYF. my back realli CMI, hahas. laid on the floor whenever i could cuz the strain n sharp pain at the lower back was unbearable. urgh. n worse of all, we had to carry those bell boxes, mattresses n tables up n down three storeys bcuz choir was using our room. can die. =\
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interesting.
witness this lil' incident while i was on the train, making my way to Somerset.
a lady chided two teenagers for eating on the train while her friend beside her jus looked away in some sort of embarrassment.
i thought to myself.. the lady dun even know those teenagers why bother to warn them or even reprimand them? wad benefit will she get out of this act? why did she choose to make her stand?
though i couldn't tell her heart motive or read her mind, instead it made me reflect..
sometimes, we're positioned in a way where we have to make a stand n turning to left or right would never help. cuz this is a "faith" stand. in sync wif our walk wif God, at times, we may be like the lady's friend who jus looked away; jus want a peaceful resolution. However, how is God going to reveal His power thru' us if we are not set apart to do His work? Powerful Christian living is not about big talk n no action, i will choose to make a stand n share my faith. though in the end noone might see or affirm u accordingly, God honours it n He'll never shortchange u.
i'm fully out on tis mission to be a powerful Christ ambassador, are u wif me in this?
i dun care wad ppl will say,cuz i'm running after You!
i dun care wad they think about me it's alrite, it's alrite. i dun care wad they say about me it's alrite, they'll get it one day. (:
though it was ony 20 mins, it was thoroughly refreshing n enjoyable bcuz God was there.
i knew wad i felt was not jus a feeling, disappointed, that it was somehow true. i went not for them to see n to judge but i went bcuz God prompted n i followed His voice. still trying very hard to switch my mindset but i know God is my Shepherd who will always lead by the front, therefore, i will not be afraid to follow that personal Voice.
went thru' some strenuous training todae at handbell. stood for around 7 hrs practising for Synergy n SYF. my back realli CMI, hahas. laid on the floor whenever i could cuz the strain n sharp pain at the lower back was unbearable. urgh. n worse of all, we had to carry those bell boxes, mattresses n tables up n down three storeys bcuz choir was using our room. can die. =\
abcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabcabc
interesting.
witness this lil' incident while i was on the train, making my way to Somerset.
a lady chided two teenagers for eating on the train while her friend beside her jus looked away in some sort of embarrassment.
i thought to myself.. the lady dun even know those teenagers why bother to warn them or even reprimand them? wad benefit will she get out of this act? why did she choose to make her stand?
though i couldn't tell her heart motive or read her mind, instead it made me reflect..
sometimes, we're positioned in a way where we have to make a stand n turning to left or right would never help. cuz this is a "faith" stand. in sync wif our walk wif God, at times, we may be like the lady's friend who jus looked away; jus want a peaceful resolution. However, how is God going to reveal His power thru' us if we are not set apart to do His work? Powerful Christian living is not about big talk n no action, i will choose to make a stand n share my faith. though in the end noone might see or affirm u accordingly, God honours it n He'll never shortchange u.
i'm fully out on tis mission to be a powerful Christ ambassador, are u wif me in this?
i dun care wad ppl will say,cuz i'm running after You!
i dun care wad they think about me it's alrite, it's alrite. i dun care wad they say about me it's alrite, they'll get it one day. (:
what we could have been, 10:32 PM.
