why.it's jus so different now i dun enjoy it one bit. it hasn't been anything like this b4. so awkward, so unfamilliar.are people realli judged by who or what they are? a rash n impulsive feeling surging in me, so unfair. i hate that culture being brought about yet i'm in no position to change it. i'm not gonna run this race for u people, i'm running this race for God. that's final.i know it here in my heart but it goes to prove another thing. i know this is not a joke, there must be smth more rite?status is NOT compared to identity! rahh.
what we could have been, 9:42 PM.