Friday, April 27, 2007
argh.
i realli love them so so so much,
to the extend that it hurts me when they seem to be hovering about without a safe landing.
why.
i don't even know whether to step further in or stay at one side.
this dilemma is even more painful than picking up courage to make the next move.
i want to be there for them, however, it jus makes me bleed when i don't know how..
you want to but you can't..
that kind of feeling realli hurts.
i've searched myself so deep that i dunno the way out.
why did You choose me God?
do i realli deserve this responsibility?
i feel so _____. so inadequate.
Lord, You are the Porter and i'm jus the clay.
craft me out, i'm fully Yours..
How can i keep from singing
There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling
How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing
I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives
And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give
I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne
i shall continue to sing. (:
i realli love them so so so much,
to the extend that it hurts me when they seem to be hovering about without a safe landing.
why.
i don't even know whether to step further in or stay at one side.
this dilemma is even more painful than picking up courage to make the next move.
i want to be there for them, however, it jus makes me bleed when i don't know how..
you want to but you can't..
that kind of feeling realli hurts.
i've searched myself so deep that i dunno the way out.
why did You choose me God?
do i realli deserve this responsibility?
i feel so _____. so inadequate.
Lord, You are the Porter and i'm jus the clay.
craft me out, i'm fully Yours..
How can i keep from singing
There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling
How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing
I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives
And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give
I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne
i shall continue to sing. (:
what we could have been, 9:51 PM.
