brain's on an auto-run again.many things ran thru' my mind.can't stifle the extend of my thoughts, maybe it's jus beyond me.sense of fear seems to creep in by the second.how can i be so _______. jus felt realli lousy, heavy-hearted.i'm not gonna stay down forever. i am so not going that way!i must see a breakthru' in my life.God, pls help me get back on my feet.we'll do tis together! we'll both trample Satan under our feets and emerge victorious!P.R.A.Y-- Pray Until Something Happens. i will definitely do so.work out something in my heart, rejuvanate it.Jesus, pls ever so kindly, take this wheel and bring me along.i want to live my life according to Your sovereign ways n not mine..listening-- Three Wooden Cross
what we could have been, 8:04 PM.