Thursday, May 31, 2007
Holy discontentment.
no, this should not be it.
i believe that God will never shortchange us when we give our very best.
burden for quite a few things,
heavily weighing down on me.
strong urge to pray, pray and pray even more.
i know with all my heart that God indeed has something more,
something greater than all these.
this is the time.
i know i'm sure of this calling.
God, i need You so much more than i can imagine.
no, this should not be it.
i believe that God will never shortchange us when we give our very best.
burden for quite a few things,
heavily weighing down on me.
strong urge to pray, pray and pray even more.
i know with all my heart that God indeed has something more,
something greater than all these.
this is the time.
i know i'm sure of this calling.
God, i need You so much more than i can imagine.
what we could have been, 9:42 PM.
thank you for obeying God's voice. (:
(hope u know who you are anyway.)
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~
feelin' so so so set free.
never been better.
well, things ain't that bad afterall.
infact, i found the shine to the other side of the coin. (:
hmm, maybe everthing except one.
praying. (:
sometimes, it's realli difficult to let go and let God.
to allow God to take the driver's seat and follow closely behind Him.
i know this is my life but i don't want to stir the wheel myself, for i know i'll most certainly screw things up. the road we'll be driving thru' has never and will never be as smooth as i thought. However, if i have only one life to live, i will still allow God to take the wheel of my life for He knows best and i can be sure that God is an excellent driver. :D
continue to lead me on this journey with You,
another genuine prayer, i will commit in. (:
what we could have been, 12:30 AM.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
aye.
brought me high and gave me another great fall.
has it realli got to be this way?
the good of it has been taken away along with the bad side of things.
sigh.
tried my best to relax and brighten up,
yet i know that it is just not there anymore,
certain things that i realli need at this point of time,
will it be gone forever?
i will completely break down.
i'm like all other flowers, which will be destroyed without those tiny droplets of water.
why, don't get the hint?
praying thru' , it shouldn't be ike this.
what we could have been, 8:55 PM.
ooo.
going to Food Fair later.
uhh, food. =\
having a bad throat, but..
oh well, a rare date with my family! (:
+
beginning to pick up pace again.
i ain't giving up now, the finish line is near.
no giving up. (:
going to Food Fair later.
uhh, food. =\
having a bad throat, but..
oh well, a rare date with my family! (:
+
beginning to pick up pace again.
i ain't giving up now, the finish line is near.
no giving up. (:
what we could have been, 9:54 AM.
Monday, May 28, 2007
thanks to all those who wished me, jiayou-ed me, sms-ed me for todae's Os. (:
arigato! :D
[Prov25:11]
yes, realli important.
words play a huge role,
i will live it out.
i pondered, there seemed to be hope.
i tried, more failures came upon me.
can i be spared?
hmm,
cough getting worse. especially
irritating during todae's papers.
i guess i was the one who made the most "noise".
rahh. =x
life is a gift to be enjoyed, not to be taken for granted.
have i forgotten something?
FIRST FRONTIER CAMP!
grant me peace.
what we could have been, 7:05 PM.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
tomorrow is O level MT!
i have been and am going to give my best for tml.
feelin' rather anxious,
but i trust that God will fight with me in this war as well.
thought a lot.
thru' and thru', many things weighed upon me.
deeply troubled.
God, please lift up my spirit and help me look Your way.
i want to fight the many battles before me together with You like how David did.
peace, i need that.
well, realli untimely to be down with fever now.
may i be healed in Jesus' name!
Amen.
things aren't that complicated, are they?
God, You heard me.
i have been and am going to give my best for tml.
feelin' rather anxious,
but i trust that God will fight with me in this war as well.
thought a lot.
thru' and thru', many things weighed upon me.
deeply troubled.
God, please lift up my spirit and help me look Your way.
i want to fight the many battles before me together with You like how David did.
peace, i need that.
well, realli untimely to be down with fever now.
may i be healed in Jesus' name!
Amen.
things aren't that complicated, are they?
God, You heard me.
what we could have been, 6:14 PM.
Friday, May 25, 2007
that.
was the reason i didn't sleep.
and todae,
this had to happen.
bloodshot and teary eyes,
i think it's pretty much enough for now.
where shall my next feet land?
set me free.
was the reason i didn't sleep.
and todae,
this had to happen.
bloodshot and teary eyes,
i think it's pretty much enough for now.
where shall my next feet land?
set me free.
what we could have been, 4:38 PM.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
carys,
pls wake up.
it's all nothing but a wild dream.
memories to remember,
but girl... it does not realli exist.
there is no such thing, don't deceive yourself.
the dream was so real, has it realli taken place?
i wish i was still in my dream.
please don't wake me up, never.
the images are blurring, is it the end?
or will i proceed on with the next scene?
spiralling, diminishing.. ?
i don't want to wake up,
neither do i want to be comforted by the dream for only a moment..
no other way?
pls wake up.
it's all nothing but a wild dream.
memories to remember,
but girl... it does not realli exist.
there is no such thing, don't deceive yourself.
the dream was so real, has it realli taken place?
i wish i was still in my dream.
please don't wake me up, never.
the images are blurring, is it the end?
or will i proceed on with the next scene?
spiralling, diminishing.. ?
i don't want to wake up,
neither do i want to be comforted by the dream for only a moment..
no other way?
what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hmm.
kept in my heart.
i guess i wouldn't say?
lousy feeling. boo.
super lethargic to push myself.
but only 6 days left. =\
i need some 'power-up' by God.
woo.
have to confess, i drew the spongebob family during the last 30 mins or so. =x
couldn't concentrate anymore. sigh.
thanks for being here (:
listening--Carry me.
kept in my heart.
i guess i wouldn't say?
lousy feeling. boo.
super lethargic to push myself.
but only 6 days left. =\
i need some 'power-up' by God.
woo.
have to confess, i drew the spongebob family during the last 30 mins or so. =x
couldn't concentrate anymore. sigh.
thanks for being here (:
listening--Carry me.
what we could have been, 7:14 PM.
Monday, May 21, 2007
maybe.
jus maybe, it's the monday blues.
today seems quite alrite but i'm feelin' rather... weird, that should be the word to describe i guess. hah.
sec 1,2,3 (s) had arts excursions and stuff, so didn't had the chance to approach anybody. sigh.
hope tml no more excursions for them! nyahahaha! =P
tml's another day filled with MT lessons again, all spread across the curriculum.
oh my gosh, i think i'm gettin' "Chinaphobia" LOL.>.<
oh well, 7 more days. A1 is a must!
God help me as i give my best. (:
can't wait for camp! whoots~
jumbled-up-emotions.
jus maybe, it's the monday blues.
today seems quite alrite but i'm feelin' rather... weird, that should be the word to describe i guess. hah.
sec 1,2,3 (s) had arts excursions and stuff, so didn't had the chance to approach anybody. sigh.
hope tml no more excursions for them! nyahahaha! =P
tml's another day filled with MT lessons again, all spread across the curriculum.
oh my gosh, i think i'm gettin' "Chinaphobia" LOL.>.<
oh well, 7 more days. A1 is a must!
God help me as i give my best. (:
can't wait for camp! whoots~
jumbled-up-emotions.
what we could have been, 9:04 PM.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
excited.
a great Harvester's meet to pump me up all over again.
5 days left to June holidays!
and i'm not going to let time just fly pass without a purpose.
Lord, let nothing shake my purpose nor keep peace between the effect and it. (hahas, edited version of one of Macbeth's code) in simple words, gonna bring my sheeps to evax together! a great way of discipleship too. God, equip me. (:
realli regretted for the past 3 yrs, not having that faith and perserverance to build a community that i always wanted to see in SHSS. however, nothing is going to stop me now even with the fact that i'm only left with 4 months or so.
it's definitely easier said than done.
but i'll never gamble with the speed of time, 10 contacts in 5 days time!
faith and perserverance with a special touch of God power makes it all possible. :D
yes, we may be stil small but we will never remain small! (:
a simple heart, a simple faith.
just want to give my very best to the glory of Your name.
a great Harvester's meet to pump me up all over again.
5 days left to June holidays!
and i'm not going to let time just fly pass without a purpose.
Lord, let nothing shake my purpose nor keep peace between the effect and it. (hahas, edited version of one of Macbeth's code) in simple words, gonna bring my sheeps to evax together! a great way of discipleship too. God, equip me. (:
realli regretted for the past 3 yrs, not having that faith and perserverance to build a community that i always wanted to see in SHSS. however, nothing is going to stop me now even with the fact that i'm only left with 4 months or so.
it's definitely easier said than done.
but i'll never gamble with the speed of time, 10 contacts in 5 days time!
faith and perserverance with a special touch of God power makes it all possible. :D
yes, we may be stil small but we will never remain small! (:
a simple heart, a simple faith.
just want to give my very best to the glory of Your name.
what we could have been, 4:08 PM.
Friday, May 18, 2007
whee~
sirui and clarissa turned up for cg todae and even huilin came!
all by God's grace. (:
well, cg was rather fun.
we played hockey with umbrellas as there weren't enough hockey sticks to go around. as usual, it goes to prove that my statement was right, the "Whack leg" game. LOL. >.<
after hockey, we also played Captain's Ball ( rather violent luh=x) hahas.
then we went back up to rc for some desserts prepared by Melissa, JingJing, Shuhfen, Florence and a few other ppl. (ps, i forgot who. -.-) anyway, thank God for everyone who made tis post-exams cg a fun and enjoyable one! hees, *a pat on the shoulder* for the A4 piece of deco. (: though not very nice, still amazed cuz i've never been so serious in drawing before! HA! =P
food-for-thought of the day: though not every day might be bright and cheery, we have the power to determine if we want to be happy or not; to look at things thru' God's lenses or look at things with our broken lenses.
i choose to smile at the storm..
because He is holding my hands. (:
sirui and clarissa turned up for cg todae and even huilin came!
all by God's grace. (:
well, cg was rather fun.
we played hockey with umbrellas as there weren't enough hockey sticks to go around. as usual, it goes to prove that my statement was right, the "Whack leg" game. LOL. >.<
after hockey, we also played Captain's Ball ( rather violent luh=x) hahas.
then we went back up to rc for some desserts prepared by Melissa, JingJing, Shuhfen, Florence and a few other ppl. (ps, i forgot who. -.-) anyway, thank God for everyone who made tis post-exams cg a fun and enjoyable one! hees, *a pat on the shoulder* for the A4 piece of deco. (: though not very nice, still amazed cuz i've never been so serious in drawing before! HA! =P
food-for-thought of the day: though not every day might be bright and cheery, we have the power to determine if we want to be happy or not; to look at things thru' God's lenses or look at things with our broken lenses.
i choose to smile at the storm..
because He is holding my hands. (:
what we could have been, 10:59 PM.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
aye,
shan't say further about my results.
thoroughly disappointed.
.
.
.
.
.
anyhow,
thanks Bernadette!!!
well, though did not manage to go to the Human Resource department for interview (bcuz they were closed at 4pm), she accompanied me all the way to Raffles Hotel. (:
hahas. And guess what? we met Pastor Shirley and Shuzhen on our way back to the MRT station! what a small world! hehes. (refrain from using the word 'coincidence', HA!) i personally am realli surprised that Shirls actualli remembered me and the card she wrote for my bdae tis yr. :D thankiew!
was reminded of the importance of Discipline as i was sharing to Bern about how i'm gonna balance my studies, work and ministry. indeed, it is very important to cultivate discipline in our daily lives as being discipline in the physical aspect of our lives will also help to build our discipline in our spiritual walk. (:
the conversation with God at the bathroom was really refreshing.
settled down my emotions a lil' bit and God did something in my heart, peace.
i will make the first move for i know that would be what You would do too.
i want to come before Your throne with a pure and joyful heart, not with an unsettled one. full gear in expecting personal growth and sheeps' growth.
opportunity.
that's what i'm praying for.
yes Lord, we can do this together. :D
shan't say further about my results.
thoroughly disappointed.
.
.
.
.
.
anyhow,
thanks Bernadette!!!
well, though did not manage to go to the Human Resource department for interview (bcuz they were closed at 4pm), she accompanied me all the way to Raffles Hotel. (:
hahas. And guess what? we met Pastor Shirley and Shuzhen on our way back to the MRT station! what a small world! hehes. (refrain from using the word 'coincidence', HA!) i personally am realli surprised that Shirls actualli remembered me and the card she wrote for my bdae tis yr. :D thankiew!
was reminded of the importance of Discipline as i was sharing to Bern about how i'm gonna balance my studies, work and ministry. indeed, it is very important to cultivate discipline in our daily lives as being discipline in the physical aspect of our lives will also help to build our discipline in our spiritual walk. (:
the conversation with God at the bathroom was really refreshing.
settled down my emotions a lil' bit and God did something in my heart, peace.
i will make the first move for i know that would be what You would do too.
i want to come before Your throne with a pure and joyful heart, not with an unsettled one. full gear in expecting personal growth and sheeps' growth.
opportunity.
that's what i'm praying for.
yes Lord, we can do this together. :D
what we could have been, 6:34 PM.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
hmm.
yup, i had enough rest over these two days.
it's time to pick myself up and move on..
yet, so many things left unsettled and the brewing of a storm in my heart.
God, what am i to do.
nothing has left my mind eversince then, tormented.. simply upsetting.
i guess it's jus almost impossible to type out my feelings in words..
i realli have no clue on how to make the next step.
what should, or rather, what can i even say?
God, You know how much i don't want to do it.
mixed feelings.
shan't elaborate further.
i shall do it if it's Your say in this.
listening--The Heart Of Worship
yup, i had enough rest over these two days.
it's time to pick myself up and move on..
yet, so many things left unsettled and the brewing of a storm in my heart.
God, what am i to do.
nothing has left my mind eversince then, tormented.. simply upsetting.
i guess it's jus almost impossible to type out my feelings in words..
i realli have no clue on how to make the next step.
what should, or rather, what can i even say?
God, You know how much i don't want to do it.
mixed feelings.
shan't elaborate further.
i shall do it if it's Your say in this.
listening--The Heart Of Worship
what we could have been, 5:23 PM.
Monday, May 14, 2007
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
woo~
well,
at least for now. =\
O level MT in smacking 14 days time.
hurhur. God help me. =s
and end of mid-year means...
1. watching Spiderman 3 with Sally tml.
2. working for camp fees.
3. teaching Mel guitar.
4. back to song composition.
5. mega retreat with God.
6. growing together with sheeps.
7. chill out, do some catching up.
and not to mention..
8. mugging and more mugging. >.<
and yes,
i need lots of rest. LOL.
yay!
off to rest brain. (:
woo~
well,
at least for now. =\
O level MT in smacking 14 days time.
hurhur. God help me. =s
and end of mid-year means...
1. watching Spiderman 3 with Sally tml.
2. working for camp fees.
3. teaching Mel guitar.
4. back to song composition.
5. mega retreat with God.
6. growing together with sheeps.
7. chill out, do some catching up.
and not to mention..
8. mugging and more mugging. >.<
and yes,
i need lots of rest. LOL.
yay!
off to rest brain. (:
what we could have been, 5:21 PM.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
ah.
down with fever again.
well, realli can't be bothered by it anyway. ;)
t
o
d
a
y
w
a
s
h
o
r
r
i
b
l
e...
absolutely.
totally, did nothing else other than breathing n thinking.
tml is E maths paper 1, Bio/Chem MCQ and Pure Lit paper 2.
and i did nooooooooothing about them. woo. =\
i need peace.
i need a break.
plans up my mind, i shall go for them.
listening-- Walk On Water
down with fever again.
well, realli can't be bothered by it anyway. ;)
t
o
d
a
y
w
a
s
h
o
r
r
i
b
l
e...
absolutely.
totally, did nothing else other than breathing n thinking.
tml is E maths paper 1, Bio/Chem MCQ and Pure Lit paper 2.
and i did nooooooooothing about them. woo. =\
i need peace.
i need a break.
plans up my mind, i shall go for them.
listening-- Walk On Water
what we could have been, 9:05 PM.
it piles up by itself,
one
by
one.
sometimes i realli wish i could jus drop dead right here.
*
God, since You've brought me to them, bring me thru' them as well.
clinging to You with all the leftover energy i have left...
Jesus, take take take it all!
one
by
one.
sometimes i realli wish i could jus drop dead right here.
*
God, since You've brought me to them, bring me thru' them as well.
clinging to You with all the leftover energy i have left...
Jesus, take take take it all!
what we could have been, 1:25 AM.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
woah.
should i eat?
haven't eaten the whole day. try and break my record. woo.
anyhow, where would i have the mood to eat?
*cuts
off
all
my
thoughts
and
feelings*
audition was a great one.
and...
*cuts off once again*
parents' day service was great. (:
first time explaining the service procedure to an adult. =P
that's all.
should i eat?
haven't eaten the whole day. try and break my record. woo.
anyhow, where would i have the mood to eat?
*cuts
off
all
my
thoughts
and
feelings*
audition was a great one.
and...
*cuts off once again*
parents' day service was great. (:
first time explaining the service procedure to an adult. =P
that's all.
what we could have been, 8:47 PM.
Friday, May 11, 2007
well,
guess i spoke too fast.
isn't it?
it's happening again rite?
the feeling jus wouldn't go.
argh.
i so much hate it but guess u jus will never find out, will you?
i guess u won't bother.
forget it then.
let it be.
listening-- Worship You alone
guess i spoke too fast.
isn't it?
it's happening again rite?
the feeling jus wouldn't go.
argh.
i so much hate it but guess u jus will never find out, will you?
i guess u won't bother.
forget it then.
let it be.
listening-- Worship You alone
what we could have been, 1:32 PM.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
with great power comes great responsibility.
does that quote ring a abell?
hahas, yes!!! it's been a looooooooooong time since i've last watch the television.
and yea, i watched Spiderman yesterday. >.< (though it was screened long time ago.)
somehow, God spoke to me in a interesting way. hees.
indeed, in Christ we are transformed to be powerful man and woman of God. with that power that we are given by God, we should use it with great responsibility. for example, being salt and light, leading our sheeps and growing our school! well, it's important to be reminded that we are created for His pleasure n we live for His purpose. since God has blessed us with this gift of Love, we should be the ones responsible in making full use of it in our daily lives. (:
oh well. to confess to u ppl, i also watched Spongebob Squarepants earlier on. yay! Spongebob rawks! anyhow, that particular episode was about how he went thru' many testings to prove himself worthy to be in some "Jellyfish club". however, he learnt that what matters most is the true beauty inside of him and not how others judge or categorise his ability and value.
lesson learnt: it's never about how much people think you can do or how much you think you are capable of but rather how much God has created you to do. :D
God is nearer than you think He is.
[Psalm120:1]
does that quote ring a abell?
hahas, yes!!! it's been a looooooooooong time since i've last watch the television.
and yea, i watched Spiderman yesterday. >.< (though it was screened long time ago.)
somehow, God spoke to me in a interesting way. hees.
indeed, in Christ we are transformed to be powerful man and woman of God. with that power that we are given by God, we should use it with great responsibility. for example, being salt and light, leading our sheeps and growing our school! well, it's important to be reminded that we are created for His pleasure n we live for His purpose. since God has blessed us with this gift of Love, we should be the ones responsible in making full use of it in our daily lives. (:
oh well. to confess to u ppl, i also watched Spongebob Squarepants earlier on. yay! Spongebob rawks! anyhow, that particular episode was about how he went thru' many testings to prove himself worthy to be in some "Jellyfish club". however, he learnt that what matters most is the true beauty inside of him and not how others judge or categorise his ability and value.
lesson learnt: it's never about how much people think you can do or how much you think you are capable of but rather how much God has created you to do. :D
God is nearer than you think He is.
[Psalm120:1]
what we could have been, 10:25 PM.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
* inhales*
lesson learnt:- no more last minute revision.
realli killing me. well, no choice either.
the weather is super warm, thank God todae's papers were not in the hall. :D
hmm.
realli affecting me. sometimes i dunno how to respond either.
oh well, God pls help me to pull thru' that thingy with You.
off to mug maths! (:
great. -.- LOL.
lesson learnt:- no more last minute revision.
realli killing me. well, no choice either.
the weather is super warm, thank God todae's papers were not in the hall. :D
hmm.
realli affecting me. sometimes i dunno how to respond either.
oh well, God pls help me to pull thru' that thingy with You.
off to mug maths! (:
great. -.- LOL.
what we could have been, 10:21 PM.
Monday, May 07, 2007
thank you.
you've made a huge difference to my mood todae.
thanks for teaching. (:
i wish someone could understand this banana situation.
i know i'm not alone yet it totally pulled the lifeline out of me.
i've been biting my tongue jus to get thru' the moaning of my emotional being.
i can realli take it no more.
i'm only human, pls let me breathe..
Carys means love in Greek.
i might..
i should..
i have to..
i ought to..
i would..
i .. want to..?
God, since You know best, guide me there. (:
listening-- At The Cross
you've made a huge difference to my mood todae.
thanks for teaching. (:
i wish someone could understand this banana situation.
i know i'm not alone yet it totally pulled the lifeline out of me.
i've been biting my tongue jus to get thru' the moaning of my emotional being.
i can realli take it no more.
i'm only human, pls let me breathe..
Carys means love in Greek.
i might..
i should..
i have to..
i ought to..
i would..
i .. want to..?
God, since You know best, guide me there. (:
listening-- At The Cross
what we could have been, 8:34 PM.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
maybe.
i guess after all the whining and stuff, i've jus miss the point.
the point of chionging towards Os with Christ and having complete reliance on God has been gradually subsiding.
i know that it is definitely not the best way to go with.
[Jer 29:11]
yes, it may seem super impossible with my own strength but God is more than able.
i will trust in His plan.
it's not about the advices and comments others give anymore.
only the "jiayou" from God will last me thru'.
i'm gonna prove the students out there that 'O' lvl can be a joyful and victorious process with God alongside when you're mugging!
hoorays to Jesus! *shouts*
pick me up, i'm ready to continue. (:
i guess after all the whining and stuff, i've jus miss the point.
the point of chionging towards Os with Christ and having complete reliance on God has been gradually subsiding.
i know that it is definitely not the best way to go with.
[Jer 29:11]
yes, it may seem super impossible with my own strength but God is more than able.
i will trust in His plan.
it's not about the advices and comments others give anymore.
only the "jiayou" from God will last me thru'.
i'm gonna prove the students out there that 'O' lvl can be a joyful and victorious process with God alongside when you're mugging!
hoorays to Jesus! *shouts*
pick me up, i'm ready to continue. (:
what we could have been, 12:01 AM.
Friday, May 04, 2007
rahh.
was thinking of something the night before.
well, waiting.. waiting..
i realli want it God! =x
somehow wasn't a smooth day to start with.
rather lethargic thru'out n also having difficulties to move around freely. chiong-ed mugging Bio at West Mac wif JingJing (clone!) haha.
realli enjoyed the quality time with each other n the immitating of each other.
though rather dumb, it was fun at the same time! hees. (:
hmm,
wad do i wan to do next time?
wahaha. (:
*grins with conviction*
listening-- How Great You Are.
was thinking of something the night before.
well, waiting.. waiting..
i realli want it God! =x
somehow wasn't a smooth day to start with.
rather lethargic thru'out n also having difficulties to move around freely. chiong-ed mugging Bio at West Mac wif JingJing (clone!) haha.
realli enjoyed the quality time with each other n the immitating of each other.
though rather dumb, it was fun at the same time! hees. (:
hmm,
wad do i wan to do next time?
wahaha. (:
*grins with conviction*
listening-- How Great You Are.
what we could have been, 10:10 PM.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
hi ho.
got injured when running 2.4km todae.
hmm, strange. weird pressure feel on the hip bone which led me to limping after the 2nd round. realli painful. :( can't walk normally.
prayer really really really works!
i spent 30 mins to draft out a prayer list last night n prayed earnestly for the 10 things/ people that i promised to keep in prayer of. and both of my mehmeh came for cg todae! woohoo~ was totally caught by surprise when the sms came in during lesson time. thank You! :D (i was so excited n agitated that i almost jumped up from my chair!) lol.
well.
an public apology made.
stealing, i feel sadden by their actions as most of them were once my classmates n one of them used to be quite a close godbrother. jiayou bah, i wish i could have a say in their lives, ever.
and, i saw him after i left rc jus now.
his hairstyle different now. lol. dunno what to comment but i wish he'll come back to God real soon. (:
happy birthday dad! :D
got injured when running 2.4km todae.
hmm, strange. weird pressure feel on the hip bone which led me to limping after the 2nd round. realli painful. :( can't walk normally.
prayer really really really works!
i spent 30 mins to draft out a prayer list last night n prayed earnestly for the 10 things/ people that i promised to keep in prayer of. and both of my mehmeh came for cg todae! woohoo~ was totally caught by surprise when the sms came in during lesson time. thank You! :D (i was so excited n agitated that i almost jumped up from my chair!) lol.
well.
an public apology made.
stealing, i feel sadden by their actions as most of them were once my classmates n one of them used to be quite a close godbrother. jiayou bah, i wish i could have a say in their lives, ever.
and, i saw him after i left rc jus now.
his hairstyle different now. lol. dunno what to comment but i wish he'll come back to God real soon. (:
happy birthday dad! :D
what we could have been, 8:44 PM.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
woots.
mugged at West Mac with Shuhfy, Jingjing, Melissa and Sally todae.
couldn't get help for A maths, so i mug Bio lo.
sat down n planned lots of stuff.
thinking of the approaching of Os is scary enough.
so unprepared, so dead. (well, cuz i know where i am standing now.)
then Budbud came! woohoo~
studied a lil' and caught up with each other alot!
we literally jus talked about anything under the.. moon.
realli encouraged. (:
n i so so so need help.
God, teach me A and E maths!!!
blehh.
moving on.
VJC! ahhh.. *sigh*
jiayou, jiayou, jiayou! :D
mugged at West Mac with Shuhfy, Jingjing, Melissa and Sally todae.
couldn't get help for A maths, so i mug Bio lo.
sat down n planned lots of stuff.
thinking of the approaching of Os is scary enough.
so unprepared, so dead. (well, cuz i know where i am standing now.)
then Budbud came! woohoo~
studied a lil' and caught up with each other alot!
we literally jus talked about anything under the.. moon.
realli encouraged. (:
n i so so so need help.
God, teach me A and E maths!!!
blehh.
moving on.
VJC! ahhh.. *sigh*
jiayou, jiayou, jiayou! :D
what we could have been, 11:46 PM.
