yes and Amen.today marks the end of First Frontier camp and definitely a new beginning of many more exciting things! (: so so so superly duperly looking forward to see how God is going to move in each and every one of our lives and in our schools! :DThe First Frontier generation we are, set apart for God's work.. great and amazing things that have yet been done before, we will all be the harvesters of the promised harvest.hmm,you realli realli want to be used by God but don't know how?good news for you ppl, God wants to use you!oh well, simply toooooooooooooo much to share of my insights during this camp by blogging. but if you would love to hear me share, feel free to nudge me about it or smth. i would most gladly love to! x)thru'out the camp i was tremendously ministered.many of the personal ramau word from God, and practising of fervent praying unceasingly, realli increased my faith and compassion for ppl by a leap. winning our schools, building a seed community in our schools is not something done merely by human strength. in order to see a revival in our schools, we need: God and, faith, hope and love -> ( clearly distinguishing the two major components with God being centre of the whole ministry that we're serving.) something that realli hit me was when the Philippines deligates that we were hosting, Cheeky and Hani, shared about how they manage to grow their ministry. apart from starbursting and the essence of ' Ohana', it was the faith-filled prayers that they constantly soaked their friends and people around them with, that thus, included the spiritual element (God) into the whole outreaching movement that realli made them grow in quality and quantity.indeed, keeping our prayer life always at tip top condition is essential as it signifies that we allow God to be in the centre of our lives and we obediently submit to Him as He takes charge of things in our lifes, which includes our ministry. (: the second thing that struck me was the point about diligence. yes, it's great to have a holy discontentment and a desire for God to move. however, convictions without deed is futile. God can never work thru' us when we do not give our 100% to do His work. Perserverance and Diligence are part and parcel of a fruitful ministry. if we're still gonna be tired anyway, why not be tired in such a way that it extends the KOG? Amen? :Dand no.i'm not gonna loose my focus and steer away from the renewed direction from God once again.on a lighter tone,many 'interesting' things happened at camp. here are some of the thingys that happened during camp..lol, some are realli funny. =xDay 1: -when having breakfast with CG before heading down to SSS, found out that i forgot to bring my towel to camp. -.--shocked to see a total of 7 blue-black marks on my arms ang knee when bathing. LOL.-played frisbee and went to the wrong goal -.- HA!-fell down during Down The Flag game. the Endeavours were charging at the Flying Dutchman with the bamboo sticks and the sisters being part of the human chain to defend them kena lo. hahas. totally tramautised at that point of time. (the un-gentle side of brothers.) lol. =xDay 2:-acted in the Pioneering 101 skit to portray evaxing but i forgot my lines. =x hahas.-thought i lost my hp but found it later on my bed. zzz. ROFL.-was super blur in handling the mama shop when we ran out of manpower. took ages to calculate the change i should give back. lol. =PDay 3:- GAP! changed the lyrics for the first line of the song by accident. =x too nervous i guess but so creative rite? HAHA.-due to the overnight water cooler water i drank, had diaherria before GAP rehearsels. =\ (thus, had no appetite for breakfast and lunch that day.) rawr~ hees.-the lift door tried to "murder" me when i was about to step out of the lift. --> so,more blue-black lo. lol.-lost my room keys (card).-someone took my camp bag by mistake and place it at the Medics booth. -.-''' that's why i was wondering how come by camp bag would disappear when i was doing Mama shop duty... lol.uhh..talking about room keys.i thought it could be with one of my unit's ppl or someone picked it up when he/ she saw it lying around somewhere in the hall. i search high and low for that miserable tag with the card but to no avail. seek help from the Lost and Found booth but sadly, no one found any tag with the room card. it was the testing of faith i guess, which i must say that i didn't realli pass it with well. the last day of camp came but still the card wasn't found. Evonne gave grace till 1030am if i still can't find the room card, i would have to replace it which costs $50!!! i was deeply troubled by this as where do i get those money by today?? and i can't possible borrow from people again. time passed, and i still couldn't find it. Evonne gave a serious warning that i might jus have to replace the card and kept calling to rush for the money as she has her responsibility to settle this matter too. that i could understand, however, i was so so upset. i couldn't help but tear when i know i had to pay the cost and had to trouble everyone to share the cost to replace the card for me. that time was after photo-taking sessions and we were gathered outside as the leaders asked their cgs to help me with the money. at that very moment was the worst feeling i can ever experience. though their actions were done out of love, i felt realli bad. i walked away and went to wash my face. guess what's next? when i came back from the toilet, Lestari called to say that the housekeeping/ deco ppl found my room card while clearing the place! hallelujiah! i was so so elated, no other words can express my feelings but thanks and more thanks.wow, thankiew for this family of God and thank You for showing me that You've always been faithful. ahhhhh.. You're so good to me. Nananana~ :Dindeed, God'll never test us something that'll not cost us.now i know, trusting in Him can be tough at such times but truly important. (:off to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep. (:
what we could have been, 5:17 PM.