Sunday, July 08, 2007
i thought i was alrite.
it felt worse when i woke up,
at a loss of words i should say.
if i hadn't _____________ would i have halved my sorrows and doubled my joy?
why does it always have to seem like i'm the one who messed up?
too drastic, confusion steps in.
here i am finally, would that be the be-all-and-end-all of everything?
zero. no more trust in friendships, they are all jus too good to be true.
am i realli going to that extent of conclusion?
i don't know.
with all my heart i hope you're alrite.
the words i said i mean them all.
many things may change and some are already happening,
but i hope above everything else, this friendship won't. (:
again,
i turned to find, noone else,
except You and You alone.
many reasons and solutions that people may come to me with,
but i know in my heart that only You can fill that void and heal that brokeness.
i wait upon Your promises..
what we could have been, 1:37 PM.
