Thursday, July 05, 2007
oh my goodness.
what a thing to happen in school. =\
crap.. so embarrassing, so uncomfortable. urgh.
mum kept laughing when i told her what happened. -.- lol.
yes, quite funny actually. =x
anyhow,
hopped to someone's blog and God spoke to me thru' her previous entry there n then as i was reading her post. indeed, many a times i felt so useless, so incapable and too many things i labelled myself as "unable". "are You sure i'm the one You've chosen?"
i have to admit, sometimes i still feel that way. deep down inside, there are so many things that i jus feel like shouting them all out. i want to be heard, i want to be understood. yet i know, i shouldn't be so concern about this.
giving up the right to be understood.
it's tough, it's painful.
but i want to be a better friend to people around me,
a better listener whom people will trust to confide in because of the Ultimate consellor, Jesus, that lives in me.
my worth is in You alone Lord.
use me as a vessel to touch lives and to change the culture of youths nowadays.
i may be small but i will never remain small. (:
i am gonna fully utilise my time tomorrow.
despite my weak body, i can push on with God's strength! ^^
let's all chiong for CG08! ((:
is your heartbeat still inline with God's heartbeat?
what a thing to happen in school. =\
crap.. so embarrassing, so uncomfortable. urgh.
mum kept laughing when i told her what happened. -.- lol.
yes, quite funny actually. =x
anyhow,
hopped to someone's blog and God spoke to me thru' her previous entry there n then as i was reading her post. indeed, many a times i felt so useless, so incapable and too many things i labelled myself as "unable". "are You sure i'm the one You've chosen?"
i have to admit, sometimes i still feel that way. deep down inside, there are so many things that i jus feel like shouting them all out. i want to be heard, i want to be understood. yet i know, i shouldn't be so concern about this.
giving up the right to be understood.
it's tough, it's painful.
but i want to be a better friend to people around me,
a better listener whom people will trust to confide in because of the Ultimate consellor, Jesus, that lives in me.
my worth is in You alone Lord.
use me as a vessel to touch lives and to change the culture of youths nowadays.
i may be small but i will never remain small. (:
i am gonna fully utilise my time tomorrow.
despite my weak body, i can push on with God's strength! ^^
let's all chiong for CG08! ((:
is your heartbeat still inline with God's heartbeat?
what we could have been, 7:50 PM.
