Sunday, September 30, 2007
sit down, think deep.
evaluation.
i guess some things are to be excavated and re-evaluate on again.
learning is one thing but re-learning is another.
going back to the fundamentals.
what is my motivation behind serving God?
what made me stayed on in the Family of God?
why do i want to rise up as a leader?
am i living my life as how God wants it to be?
i want to give myself the benefit of doubt to grow by thinking thru' deeply before i give any answer jus by the 'head knowledge'.
it's ain't all about the numbers, the attendance, the regular 'meet-ups', knowledge about the bible,the amount of time set aside to serve God.. it's about character.
being willing to find shortcomings and improving on them, being willing to humble self to change blindspots in our lives into strengths. and definitely, one's walk with God has to be consistant. how much more have we got closer to God each day?
look into God's lenses, mine is too narrow and pessimistic.
i am for sure not what others' perspective created me for, much more..
i am a child of God.
God, if it's Your will and by Your favour, it shall be done.
thank You for letting me see..
when i am weak, Thou art is strong. ((:
evaluation.
i guess some things are to be excavated and re-evaluate on again.
learning is one thing but re-learning is another.
going back to the fundamentals.
what is my motivation behind serving God?
what made me stayed on in the Family of God?
why do i want to rise up as a leader?
am i living my life as how God wants it to be?
i want to give myself the benefit of doubt to grow by thinking thru' deeply before i give any answer jus by the 'head knowledge'.
it's ain't all about the numbers, the attendance, the regular 'meet-ups', knowledge about the bible,the amount of time set aside to serve God.. it's about character.
being willing to find shortcomings and improving on them, being willing to humble self to change blindspots in our lives into strengths. and definitely, one's walk with God has to be consistant. how much more have we got closer to God each day?
look into God's lenses, mine is too narrow and pessimistic.
i am for sure not what others' perspective created me for, much more..
i am a child of God.
God, if it's Your will and by Your favour, it shall be done.
thank You for letting me see..
when i am weak, Thou art is strong. ((:
what we could have been, 12:33 AM.
