Wednesday, October 31, 2007
HELLO WORLD!
nope, Os have not ended. but well, sooooooon. (:
can't wait for 6th Nov, marks the end and beginning of many things.
at the very top of the things-i-want-to-do-after-my-Os list, something i've been waiting for a few months already, mega retreat with God! whee-u-wheet! ^^
i know it full well,
something's amiss.
deep within me someone resides, a yearning for something and someone.
i jus want to ask for a day's off, just one day away from the world and my obligations.
me and God, jus the both of us..
-friend or acquaintance?
nope, Os have not ended. but well, sooooooon. (:
can't wait for 6th Nov, marks the end and beginning of many things.
at the very top of the things-i-want-to-do-after-my-Os list, something i've been waiting for a few months already, mega retreat with God! whee-u-wheet! ^^
i know it full well,
something's amiss.
deep within me someone resides, a yearning for something and someone.
i jus want to ask for a day's off, just one day away from the world and my obligations.
me and God, jus the both of us..
-friend or acquaintance?
what we could have been, 10:05 PM.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
hmm..
hmmm...
mmmmmmmm...
mmmhmmmmmmmmmm..
lol.
i guess i need to recollect my thoughts,
not in the particular best of mood.
but well, TGIF! (:
how true, i don't wish to think about it anyways.
hmmm...
mmmmmmmm...
mmmhmmmmmmmmmm..
lol.
i guess i need to recollect my thoughts,
not in the particular best of mood.
but well, TGIF! (:
how true, i don't wish to think about it anyways.
what we could have been, 2:49 AM.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
thanks to all who've helped me and cheered me on for this crucial point of time. (:
thanks for the cards and smses you hunks and babes sent me! HAHA.
anyhow, jus to showcase a few of the things that 3 person made which made me feel very loved. :D
1. the nicely decorated foolscap from Jiajia.
2. the cute lil' scroll-like note with a "jiayou" keychain around it by Daixuan.
3. last but not the least, the card with my pretty name on it. lol. this card was from Shuning ((: realli appreciated it when she popped by when we were studying then wrote this card for me. realli thank God for her life. she was my ex-senior in shss and lil' did i expect that we will be serving together in the same church like now! whee~ you chose the right path and i honour you for that. (:
what we could have been, 11:19 AM.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
yes, it's me.
i'm blogging now because my brain jus seemed to shut off from me.
nothing i read seems to make any sense, can't remember nor absorb and understand.
2 hrs and 15 mins more to A maths paper 2. =\
help me! help me! help me!
in faith i pray that God will make a way,
Amen. (:
i'm blogging now because my brain jus seemed to shut off from me.
nothing i read seems to make any sense, can't remember nor absorb and understand.
2 hrs and 15 mins more to A maths paper 2. =\
help me! help me! help me!
in faith i pray that God will make a way,
Amen. (:
what we could have been, 11:48 AM.
Friday, October 19, 2007
finally had the time to listen to the sermon Upgrading Our Love by Pastor Wayne Cordeiro.
learnt lots, God spoke much.
indeed, upgrading our love is never the popular choice as it takes your blood and sweat to the test. no easy feat i should say.
"Love is less on emotions but more on character."
something that sometimes i overlooked, the reason why i love.
one thing that struck me hard was when Pastor Wayne talked about not to give love to only those whom we think deserve it. there and then, more than obvious the fact that, i am still a sinner. i confess, i'm not that loving after all. God aptly reminded me of the sharing shared during WAM nite - Jesus came for the sick, the poor, the weak and not for the healthy and rich. i am weak, poor and sick. what more do i have the right to choose who to love?
things happening now are never what i wish to experience and go thru'. i've failed to love people like how God did. people disappoint us at times but is love just so superficial? so unreal? i want to upgrade my love for God and for people. for my sheeps, for my family and for the lost. it's easy to love with your lips but difficult to love with your heart. loving others with all that you've got is good but loving others with all that God has is even better! i want to choose the latter.
Lord, help me upgrade my love a notch higher for that's the reason why i live.
learnt lots, God spoke much.
indeed, upgrading our love is never the popular choice as it takes your blood and sweat to the test. no easy feat i should say.
"Love is less on emotions but more on character."
something that sometimes i overlooked, the reason why i love.
one thing that struck me hard was when Pastor Wayne talked about not to give love to only those whom we think deserve it. there and then, more than obvious the fact that, i am still a sinner. i confess, i'm not that loving after all. God aptly reminded me of the sharing shared during WAM nite - Jesus came for the sick, the poor, the weak and not for the healthy and rich. i am weak, poor and sick. what more do i have the right to choose who to love?
things happening now are never what i wish to experience and go thru'. i've failed to love people like how God did. people disappoint us at times but is love just so superficial? so unreal? i want to upgrade my love for God and for people. for my sheeps, for my family and for the lost. it's easy to love with your lips but difficult to love with your heart. loving others with all that you've got is good but loving others with all that God has is even better! i want to choose the latter.
Lord, help me upgrade my love a notch higher for that's the reason why i live.
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
aye,
feeling horrible now.
went all soggy after 3 hrs of continuous vomitting.
didn't get to sleep well and today was O lvl science practical. =\
bummers! lol. the chem part for the practical was _________.
rahh, gonna do better for written paper and MCQ! (:
after practical today, i started to wonder again if i would have to retake my Os next year. things jus seem so impossible, out of my reach.
when there's a will, there's a way?
mug till you drop. lol.
feeling horrible now.
went all soggy after 3 hrs of continuous vomitting.
didn't get to sleep well and today was O lvl science practical. =\
bummers! lol. the chem part for the practical was _________.
rahh, gonna do better for written paper and MCQ! (:
after practical today, i started to wonder again if i would have to retake my Os next year. things jus seem so impossible, out of my reach.
when there's a will, there's a way?
mug till you drop. lol.
what we could have been, 4:38 PM.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
many things have been happening recently,
memories that jus seem to reside in my most random thoughts..
if there's one word to sum up my myriad of feelings now, it would be nostalgia.
friendships, relationships and kinship. what is that knot that seems to separate each one of us further apart? why that void of awkwardness and unfamiliarity?
i wish i knew.
may be unintentional or simply on purpose,
personally, i think it's in a person's principle rather than being biased.
hurt. is it better to allow misunderstandings to go on? sigh.
anyhow, on a lighter tone.
i'm glad i made the decision to go for WAM nite yesterday.
though i didn't study at all, God made His imprinting of my identity in Him new once again thru' the word spoken. learnt lots, things repented and surrendered.
my identity- Child Of God. it's not jus about the head knowledge.
i jus want to live a simple yet extraordinary life for my Creator, a life that is not hindered by any boundary of people's judgement nor my own negative perspective of things. change the way i look at situations and people, blot out my past, mould my heart and make me new once again.
we are Children of God, who possess the Spirit of the Holy God in us. thus, we can be people with the Spirit of excellence, people who stands out of the crowd- different and influential. we don't influence people with our words or actions only. most importantly, we influence people with our spirit, being salt and light.
well, suffering is the best tool for God to soften our hearts so that He can deposit His treasures in our hearts. and i want to be ready and willing to be tested by God. my faith goal is not determined nor wavered by what others think or say because the crux of serving is my relationship with You. so i don't care! hahas. =P yups, i've learnt a lot thru' the sharing and if you would like to check out what i've learnt, do ask me yea? i'm more than happy to share (:
huilin and me at Ikea. ^^ (psst, give yourself a chance to experience life to the fullest soon yea?) (:
okay, i look funny with that vake smile. -.-
charmaine and me. continue to be zealous for God, sheep!
clarissa, me and my prince charming! >.<
realli thank God for my sheeps and Huilin.
asked me out yesterday and yet didn't complain when i told them i had a meeting to go to halfway. that's why we went to Ikea, not too far away. :D
yayness, come and serve God together with me yea? ^^ loves!
memories that jus seem to reside in my most random thoughts..
if there's one word to sum up my myriad of feelings now, it would be nostalgia.
friendships, relationships and kinship. what is that knot that seems to separate each one of us further apart? why that void of awkwardness and unfamiliarity?
i wish i knew.
may be unintentional or simply on purpose,
personally, i think it's in a person's principle rather than being biased.
hurt. is it better to allow misunderstandings to go on? sigh.
anyhow, on a lighter tone.
i'm glad i made the decision to go for WAM nite yesterday.
though i didn't study at all, God made His imprinting of my identity in Him new once again thru' the word spoken. learnt lots, things repented and surrendered.
my identity- Child Of God. it's not jus about the head knowledge.
i jus want to live a simple yet extraordinary life for my Creator, a life that is not hindered by any boundary of people's judgement nor my own negative perspective of things. change the way i look at situations and people, blot out my past, mould my heart and make me new once again.
we are Children of God, who possess the Spirit of the Holy God in us. thus, we can be people with the Spirit of excellence, people who stands out of the crowd- different and influential. we don't influence people with our words or actions only. most importantly, we influence people with our spirit, being salt and light.
well, suffering is the best tool for God to soften our hearts so that He can deposit His treasures in our hearts. and i want to be ready and willing to be tested by God. my faith goal is not determined nor wavered by what others think or say because the crux of serving is my relationship with You. so i don't care! hahas. =P yups, i've learnt a lot thru' the sharing and if you would like to check out what i've learnt, do ask me yea? i'm more than happy to share (:
huilin and me at Ikea. ^^ (psst, give yourself a chance to experience life to the fullest soon yea?) (:
okay, i look funny with that vake smile. -.-
charmaine and me. continue to be zealous for God, sheep!
clarissa, me and my prince charming! >.<
realli thank God for my sheeps and Huilin.
asked me out yesterday and yet didn't complain when i told them i had a meeting to go to halfway. that's why we went to Ikea, not too far away. :D
yayness, come and serve God together with me yea? ^^ loves!
what we could have been, 1:55 PM.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Joy and Carys( the meaning of love in Greek.) before Enjoy It prayer meet.
Caijuan and me.
went to my house to take a nap after studying overnight at West Mac. ^^
her first bus comes at 5:21am and the time was 5:09am, so... sleep first lor! =P
Jackie, youngest brother, isn't he an eyecandy? :D
hahas, he told me one day.. "can those jie-jie(s) stop calling me cute?, i've grown up le!" LOL. btw, that sticky candy in his hand helped to 'pull' out Benny's about-to-fall-out-any-moment tooth. hurhur -.-''
Trif and me on the train to service.
oh.. okok, i tiptoed. -.-
Serene and mua after celebrating Keryln's bdae.
woo, ex-EC4 gathering! ^^
eh, suppose to act ghastly but... LOL.
well, that's me, jing and Linghui -> hmm, she looks most like a _______.
hahas, if u're wondering why we're all so pale.. it was after a 'flour fight' and i almost died screaming. haha.
mashed potato with a lil' creative touch.
smile! don't worry, for the Lord my God is with You! ^^
shuhfen and me at the busstop after cg. (:
trif and me at sch's toilet! HA! =P
omgosh! i look faaaaatttttt! =\ lol.
melissa and me before Enjoy It prayer meet. ((:
gonna miss her lots! we've been serving together for some time already.
yups, keep growing and inspiring others with Your walk with God! jiayou~ :D
yea, really love spending time with people.
it's doesn't need to take money, gifts and cards to appreciate someone. sometimes it's jus that single moment invested in another person's life that can be so divine. (:
high-end note: to study as if God's victory is already in my hands. ((:
what we could have been, 11:50 PM.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
carys loves her spirtual budd! ^^
well, realli love the time spent together. shared loads of deep stuff and view points about certain stuff. encouraging one another to continue pressing on, i believe that's what friends are for eh? (: hmm, lots to say but for now my mind is blank. lol.-.-
that's all. :D
what we could have been, 12:04 AM.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
here goes! recap! (:
something you don't see everyday,
1.mind you, the cigarette is jus some powder-puffing thingy- a fake. =x lol.
2.the giant mineral water? taken outside Plaza Sing after service.
3. my clone's mattress cover. =x
4. pastries can look adorable, can't they? -Q bread's creation.
my fellow muggers! :D
can you spot a particular person who's having holiday now? rahh! haha.
mugging will never draw us apart yea? (:
trying to get out the pose she wanted to do together, not looking at her luh! HAHA.
uh-hah! gotcha! =P love ya sheepy Trif. :D
sirui and her lollipop. haha.
aww.. handbell days together.. study hard Clarissa, hope to see ya after EOYs! :))
well, not forgetting..
the junk that we ate while our brain juice gets suck dry slowly..
went to Tampines Regional Library to mug with Clone 2, Ying.
quite a fruitful time spent. but well, jus wasn't quite used to the super condusive environment. lol.
nice scenery eh? got to watch the sunset too! ^^
well, guess what?
i'm teething!!! ahhh! pain =\
thanks for the Bonjela, Ying! ^^
i know i prayed for wisdom but God decided that a wisdom tooth should be given as well. lol. not much appetite so campbell was the next best choice for my dinner. (:
woo,
tired.
hope u enjoyed reading! ^^
something you don't see everyday,
1.mind you, the cigarette is jus some powder-puffing thingy- a fake. =x lol.2.the giant mineral water? taken outside Plaza Sing after service.
3. my clone's mattress cover. =x
4. pastries can look adorable, can't they? -Q bread's creation.
my fellow muggers! :D
can you spot a particular person who's having holiday now? rahh! haha.
mugging will never draw us apart yea? (:
trying to get out the pose she wanted to do together, not looking at her luh! HAHA.
uh-hah! gotcha! =P love ya sheepy Trif. :D
sirui and her lollipop. haha.
aww.. handbell days together.. study hard Clarissa, hope to see ya after EOYs! :))
well, not forgetting..
the junk that we ate while our brain juice gets suck dry slowly..
went to Tampines Regional Library to mug with Clone 2, Ying.
quite a fruitful time spent. but well, jus wasn't quite used to the super condusive environment. lol.
nice scenery eh? got to watch the sunset too! ^^
well, guess what?
i'm teething!!! ahhh! pain =\
thanks for the Bonjela, Ying! ^^
i know i prayed for wisdom but God decided that a wisdom tooth should be given as well. lol. not much appetite so campbell was the next best choice for my dinner. (:
woo,
tired.
hope u enjoyed reading! ^^
what we could have been, 11:28 PM.
