Tuesday, October 16, 2007
many things have been happening recently,
memories that jus seem to reside in my most random thoughts..
if there's one word to sum up my myriad of feelings now, it would be nostalgia.
friendships, relationships and kinship. what is that knot that seems to separate each one of us further apart? why that void of awkwardness and unfamiliarity?
i wish i knew.
may be unintentional or simply on purpose,
personally, i think it's in a person's principle rather than being biased.
hurt. is it better to allow misunderstandings to go on? sigh.
anyhow, on a lighter tone.
i'm glad i made the decision to go for WAM nite yesterday.
though i didn't study at all, God made His imprinting of my identity in Him new once again thru' the word spoken. learnt lots, things repented and surrendered.
my identity- Child Of God. it's not jus about the head knowledge.
i jus want to live a simple yet extraordinary life for my Creator, a life that is not hindered by any boundary of people's judgement nor my own negative perspective of things. change the way i look at situations and people, blot out my past, mould my heart and make me new once again.
we are Children of God, who possess the Spirit of the Holy God in us. thus, we can be people with the Spirit of excellence, people who stands out of the crowd- different and influential. we don't influence people with our words or actions only. most importantly, we influence people with our spirit, being salt and light.
well, suffering is the best tool for God to soften our hearts so that He can deposit His treasures in our hearts. and i want to be ready and willing to be tested by God. my faith goal is not determined nor wavered by what others think or say because the crux of serving is my relationship with You. so i don't care! hahas. =P yups, i've learnt a lot thru' the sharing and if you would like to check out what i've learnt, do ask me yea? i'm more than happy to share (:
huilin and me at Ikea. ^^ (psst, give yourself a chance to experience life to the fullest soon yea?) (:
okay, i look funny with that vake smile. -.-
charmaine and me. continue to be zealous for God, sheep!
clarissa, me and my prince charming! >.<
realli thank God for my sheeps and Huilin.
asked me out yesterday and yet didn't complain when i told them i had a meeting to go to halfway. that's why we went to Ikea, not too far away. :D
yayness, come and serve God together with me yea? ^^ loves!
memories that jus seem to reside in my most random thoughts..
if there's one word to sum up my myriad of feelings now, it would be nostalgia.
friendships, relationships and kinship. what is that knot that seems to separate each one of us further apart? why that void of awkwardness and unfamiliarity?
i wish i knew.
may be unintentional or simply on purpose,
personally, i think it's in a person's principle rather than being biased.
hurt. is it better to allow misunderstandings to go on? sigh.
anyhow, on a lighter tone.
i'm glad i made the decision to go for WAM nite yesterday.
though i didn't study at all, God made His imprinting of my identity in Him new once again thru' the word spoken. learnt lots, things repented and surrendered.
my identity- Child Of God. it's not jus about the head knowledge.
i jus want to live a simple yet extraordinary life for my Creator, a life that is not hindered by any boundary of people's judgement nor my own negative perspective of things. change the way i look at situations and people, blot out my past, mould my heart and make me new once again.
we are Children of God, who possess the Spirit of the Holy God in us. thus, we can be people with the Spirit of excellence, people who stands out of the crowd- different and influential. we don't influence people with our words or actions only. most importantly, we influence people with our spirit, being salt and light.
well, suffering is the best tool for God to soften our hearts so that He can deposit His treasures in our hearts. and i want to be ready and willing to be tested by God. my faith goal is not determined nor wavered by what others think or say because the crux of serving is my relationship with You. so i don't care! hahas. =P yups, i've learnt a lot thru' the sharing and if you would like to check out what i've learnt, do ask me yea? i'm more than happy to share (:
huilin and me at Ikea. ^^ (psst, give yourself a chance to experience life to the fullest soon yea?) (:
okay, i look funny with that vake smile. -.-
charmaine and me. continue to be zealous for God, sheep!
clarissa, me and my prince charming! >.<
realli thank God for my sheeps and Huilin.
asked me out yesterday and yet didn't complain when i told them i had a meeting to go to halfway. that's why we went to Ikea, not too far away. :D
yayness, come and serve God together with me yea? ^^ loves!
what we could have been, 1:55 PM.
