Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Fly away -by FFH.
Ok you win, you caught me day dreaming again
About our sudden evacuation
Ok I give in, I can't help but wondering
But it seems I can't get enough information
Curiosity has got a hold on me
Tell me how it's gonna be - when
One day I'll see you coming back for me
And all together we'll fly away
One day I'll hear that trumpet loud and clear
And all together we'll fly away
O how I long for the day
When we'll fly away
Don't ask me why I keep starin' at the sky
It's just I'm lost in anticipation
I know it will be in the twinkling of an eye
It's just I get lost in my imagination
FLASHBACKS!!!
haha, this song really uplifted my mood by many folds.
as usual, my Christmas(s) at home are almost never pleasant.
However, God reminded me : "The reason for the season.".
Emotions that i can't hold back at the thought of the arrival of 2008 and the marking of the end of 2007. Many tears, pain, sweat, laughter, fun times, life shared, touching moments, testings and victories has walked me thru' my 2007. But most of all, if there's something that God has changed my perspective about would be.. people.
i never knew how to love someone before i came to know God.
to me, loving someone is something that i could never grasp in the past.
being practical; to show out with actions, words and gifts were my conception of what love really is- superficial, realistic and sometimes, i even thought that there's no such thing as true love on Earth.with that concept in mind, many of my actions of love were misinterpreted too.
maybe due to my insecurities, i was very afraid of being myself or rather how others would look at me. i lived my life according to the world and my friends' demands, but i realised that i was never happy.
Love at home seem to me also rather conditional.
there's always a void among each of us individuals that we don't show each other how we really feel or what we're thinking. i used to compared my family with the Christian families and i saw a huge difference. i would always say to myself ," Why isn't my family like theirs?". if there's such thing as true peace, true joy and true love,... there must be a God, there must be this Jesus everyone is talking about.
i received Christ when i was primary 5. i can still remember vividly the scene of where and how i received Jesus into my life that very day. the people were genuine, i saw the clearer picture of my life.. that's the very first time that i felt that i belong somewhere.
due to parental objections, i stopped going to that Sunday school.
however, God always has His plan, amen? haha. i was brought to yhope when i was sec 1. there and then i re-dedicated my life to God and started to know Him more. Half a year later, i committed myself to serve God and that's when my exciting journey with God begins. (:
to cut the long grandma story short, to think back, it's now my third year plus plus serving God already and God has never failed to show His unconditional love to me thru' His faithfulness and the people around me; especially the family of God. i can't deny that i'm not perfect yet but i've seen a breakthrough in my life in the area of love this year. :D i know i can be myself, uncover my weaknesses like no body's business because no one other than God is fit to condemn me! (: in this family, i know who i am and who i can be with Christ in me. Love comes from God because God is love and love is definitely not what the world dresses it to be. true love do exists! :D have you given someone a meaning to Christmas this Christmas? (: the harvest don't just end here, jiayou people!!! :D
now, drum rolls please...
these are the following people whom i especially want to thank God for this Christmas...
i wanna thank God for clone!!! Jingjing! for always sharing her life with me. being with her is simply fun and comfortable. :D her encouragements to me during my down times and being so understanding when i was doing my Os. thanks for everything clone, i really enjoy your presence in my life. ((: Love ya lots! ^^
also, wanna thank God for Yanyu!!! :D hahas. she's one of the leaders who has never failed to inspire me towards growth and leading my own group. (: Trust that she built upon me encouraged me to attempt new things for God and also to go the extra mile. really wanna affirm her of her never-say-die spirit towards serving God and loving people. go yanyu! we will follow you as you follow God! ^^
tada! my clone number 2! :D hahas. really wanna thank God for her life too. thanks for offering your time to accompany me to mug during my O lvl days. i still remember the cream you gave me when i was teething and the fun times we had studying together at your house and the library. really love sharing life with you as well. you've been a great encouragement to me by your growth in the area of being initiative and your undying zest for more of Jesus!
my mix breed shepherd (pigcow in Chinese. =x) HAHA. really thank God for your tolerance despite me being unreasonable at times. thanks for showing me the meaning of humility thru' your life. i appreciate the change you've made in order to make me feel loved. thankiew!!! :D
yo! hahas, gotta admit.. sometimes you're realli spastic cum retarded! =P
anyhow, wanna thank God for your life. your zealousness for God has influenced many others to go all out for God too! thank God for you for those few lines you said to me online, they really meant alot. :D let's jiayou together! CLCLCL! woosh! ^^
hmm, part two to be continued... :D
Ok you win, you caught me day dreaming again
About our sudden evacuation
Ok I give in, I can't help but wondering
But it seems I can't get enough information
Curiosity has got a hold on me
Tell me how it's gonna be - when
One day I'll see you coming back for me
And all together we'll fly away
One day I'll hear that trumpet loud and clear
And all together we'll fly away
O how I long for the day
When we'll fly away
Don't ask me why I keep starin' at the sky
It's just I'm lost in anticipation
I know it will be in the twinkling of an eye
It's just I get lost in my imagination
FLASHBACKS!!!
haha, this song really uplifted my mood by many folds.
as usual, my Christmas(s) at home are almost never pleasant.
However, God reminded me : "The reason for the season.".
Emotions that i can't hold back at the thought of the arrival of 2008 and the marking of the end of 2007. Many tears, pain, sweat, laughter, fun times, life shared, touching moments, testings and victories has walked me thru' my 2007. But most of all, if there's something that God has changed my perspective about would be.. people.
i never knew how to love someone before i came to know God.
to me, loving someone is something that i could never grasp in the past.
being practical; to show out with actions, words and gifts were my conception of what love really is- superficial, realistic and sometimes, i even thought that there's no such thing as true love on Earth.with that concept in mind, many of my actions of love were misinterpreted too.
maybe due to my insecurities, i was very afraid of being myself or rather how others would look at me. i lived my life according to the world and my friends' demands, but i realised that i was never happy.
Love at home seem to me also rather conditional.
there's always a void among each of us individuals that we don't show each other how we really feel or what we're thinking. i used to compared my family with the Christian families and i saw a huge difference. i would always say to myself ," Why isn't my family like theirs?". if there's such thing as true peace, true joy and true love,... there must be a God, there must be this Jesus everyone is talking about.
i received Christ when i was primary 5. i can still remember vividly the scene of where and how i received Jesus into my life that very day. the people were genuine, i saw the clearer picture of my life.. that's the very first time that i felt that i belong somewhere.
due to parental objections, i stopped going to that Sunday school.
however, God always has His plan, amen? haha. i was brought to yhope when i was sec 1. there and then i re-dedicated my life to God and started to know Him more. Half a year later, i committed myself to serve God and that's when my exciting journey with God begins. (:
to cut the long grandma story short, to think back, it's now my third year plus plus serving God already and God has never failed to show His unconditional love to me thru' His faithfulness and the people around me; especially the family of God. i can't deny that i'm not perfect yet but i've seen a breakthrough in my life in the area of love this year. :D i know i can be myself, uncover my weaknesses like no body's business because no one other than God is fit to condemn me! (: in this family, i know who i am and who i can be with Christ in me. Love comes from God because God is love and love is definitely not what the world dresses it to be. true love do exists! :D have you given someone a meaning to Christmas this Christmas? (: the harvest don't just end here, jiayou people!!! :D
now, drum rolls please...
these are the following people whom i especially want to thank God for this Christmas...
i wanna thank God for clone!!! Jingjing! for always sharing her life with me. being with her is simply fun and comfortable. :D her encouragements to me during my down times and being so understanding when i was doing my Os. thanks for everything clone, i really enjoy your presence in my life. ((: Love ya lots! ^^
also, wanna thank God for Yanyu!!! :D hahas. she's one of the leaders who has never failed to inspire me towards growth and leading my own group. (: Trust that she built upon me encouraged me to attempt new things for God and also to go the extra mile. really wanna affirm her of her never-say-die spirit towards serving God and loving people. go yanyu! we will follow you as you follow God! ^^
tada! my clone number 2! :D hahas. really wanna thank God for her life too. thanks for offering your time to accompany me to mug during my O lvl days. i still remember the cream you gave me when i was teething and the fun times we had studying together at your house and the library. really love sharing life with you as well. you've been a great encouragement to me by your growth in the area of being initiative and your undying zest for more of Jesus!
my mix breed shepherd (pigcow in Chinese. =x) HAHA. really thank God for your tolerance despite me being unreasonable at times. thanks for showing me the meaning of humility thru' your life. i appreciate the change you've made in order to make me feel loved. thankiew!!! :D
yo! hahas, gotta admit.. sometimes you're realli spastic cum retarded! =P
anyhow, wanna thank God for your life. your zealousness for God has influenced many others to go all out for God too! thank God for you for those few lines you said to me online, they really meant alot. :D let's jiayou together! CLCLCL! woosh! ^^
hmm, part two to be continued... :D
what we could have been, 12:54 AM.
