Tuesday, April 01, 2008
haiz, my boyfriend jus suggested a break-up.
what should i do? feeling so confused and mixed up.
i don't want to live anymore, seeing him again would be a torture.
i'm so depressed. sigh, why had things got to turn out his way?? am i not good enough for him?
i'm leaving...
if you jus believed what i've said in the earlier part of this post, I GOTCHA! =P
hahahaha, HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY! :D
[Okay, this part is NOT a joke!]
to anyone out there reading my post feeling that way, pls pls pls hear what i've got to say...
Jesus is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
i went thru' many ups and down times in life, struggled in especially this area of seeking acceptance from people. thought that i wasn't good enough and i had to be like my friends to measure up and be accepted by them. BUT, eversince i received Jesus into my life as a personal Saviour and Friend. things have changed.. for the better or rather, BEST! now i know that i can live life no longer like someone who chase after the wind but someone who can live her life to the max! :D Friends are indeed important and i have a friend who will never leave me nor forsake me, can anyone on earth give you this promise? would any friend give his/her life for you jus because he/she really loves you? my Friend has given that promise and has made it true in my life, He has also given His life for me jus because He really loves me. (:
if you want to find out more about this God i'm talking about, pls tag at my tagboard or mail me at babysummer3@hotmail.com ((: God bless.
lol, i got pranked by Pei Chyi on MSN. -.-
she told me a to-a-certain-extent-convincing story and i fell into it. rahh, how cute of me. HA! i emphasise CUTE! =x oh okays... =x hahas.
Then, next up was Lemmuel.
he told me to counsel him as he's having problems.
me: "HAHAHAHA, i don't believe you lor."
lem: "serious serious, everyone sleep already and i need someone to talk to."
me:*laughs again* "don't bluff le luh.
lem:"serious serious."
me:*giggles* "what happened."
lem: *pretends to cry* "why you laugh? i want to tell you smth before i really go and do smth silly."
me:" *laughs even louder*
background, lem talking to his friend:"help me buy bread."
me: -.- lol, i knew it.
lem:"how you know one?!"
me:"Pey chyi jus pranked me jus now. -.-"
i seriously think he's dumb. HAHA.
but frankly speaking, if he continued saying "serious, serious one.", i might jus believe. but oh well, he gave up too soon! =P
and then, i pranked NEWELL! HA!
what a historical moment! i've never pranked someone on April Fool's day before till today! hahahaha. but i have to admit.. i can't bluff people one because i'll give up easily due to feeling bad. hehe. =x yup, arete camp post will be up next! :D
wait in expectancy! :DD
what should i do? feeling so confused and mixed up.
i don't want to live anymore, seeing him again would be a torture.
i'm so depressed. sigh, why had things got to turn out his way?? am i not good enough for him?
i'm leaving...
if you jus believed what i've said in the earlier part of this post, I GOTCHA! =P
hahahaha, HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY! :D
[Okay, this part is NOT a joke!]
to anyone out there reading my post feeling that way, pls pls pls hear what i've got to say...
Jesus is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
i went thru' many ups and down times in life, struggled in especially this area of seeking acceptance from people. thought that i wasn't good enough and i had to be like my friends to measure up and be accepted by them. BUT, eversince i received Jesus into my life as a personal Saviour and Friend. things have changed.. for the better or rather, BEST! now i know that i can live life no longer like someone who chase after the wind but someone who can live her life to the max! :D Friends are indeed important and i have a friend who will never leave me nor forsake me, can anyone on earth give you this promise? would any friend give his/her life for you jus because he/she really loves you? my Friend has given that promise and has made it true in my life, He has also given His life for me jus because He really loves me. (:
if you want to find out more about this God i'm talking about, pls tag at my tagboard or mail me at babysummer3@hotmail.com ((: God bless.
lol, i got pranked by Pei Chyi on MSN. -.-
she told me a to-a-certain-extent-convincing story and i fell into it. rahh, how cute of me. HA! i emphasise CUTE! =x oh okays... =x hahas.
Then, next up was Lemmuel.
he told me to counsel him as he's having problems.
me: "HAHAHAHA, i don't believe you lor."
lem: "serious serious, everyone sleep already and i need someone to talk to."
me:*laughs again* "don't bluff le luh.
lem:"serious serious."
me:*giggles* "what happened."
lem: *pretends to cry* "why you laugh? i want to tell you smth before i really go and do smth silly."
me:" *laughs even louder*
background, lem talking to his friend:"help me buy bread."
me: -.- lol, i knew it.
lem:"how you know one?!"
me:"Pey chyi jus pranked me jus now. -.-"
i seriously think he's dumb. HAHA.
but frankly speaking, if he continued saying "serious, serious one.", i might jus believe. but oh well, he gave up too soon! =P
and then, i pranked NEWELL! HA!
what a historical moment! i've never pranked someone on April Fool's day before till today! hahahaha. but i have to admit.. i can't bluff people one because i'll give up easily due to feeling bad. hehe. =x yup, arete camp post will be up next! :D
wait in expectancy! :DD
what we could have been, 3:03 AM.
